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unfortunately didn't get to go see my jenn last night and won't be able to go tonight. it ended up being a really bad but also really good night. found out a lot of stuff i didnt want to know, but it definitely clarified a few things. its crazy here. way too much goes on in one night and everyone is just so mixed up in everyone's business. its like a really messed up version of a small high school. i've never heard guys go behind each other's backs so much. they act like girls and that just makes for too much drama. but at least after all that i halfway accomplished one of my goals from last year, chatting with a very drunk kid from my english class last year. all in all just the epitomy of awkwardness all last night crammed into about 2 hours. i just hate the drama because i really wish i could do something but i dont know the history behind everything and i still dont even think i could be of any help. i hate watching people here being upset and just being helpless. wish there was just some sort of solution. but at least now im looking forward to going to the mall later and just relaxing.