How strange
So I am now on high blood pressure medicine. Dr G put me on micardis which is the same medicine my Dad's on. Here's the strange part- I'm not actually blood related to my Dad but we have the same blood pressure problem. My biological father and my Mom both have higher top numbers, me and Daddy have higher bottom numbers. Hmmm, I think Mama was cheating with my Daddy! How else would you explain it? We also both have brown eyes, we talk in our sleep and we both enjoy a nice soup! Osmosis? Maybe, that would explain why Levi is becoming a little Zoom lately. My poor son. I swear if I didn't see Zoom sitting on the couch I would be convinced he was possessing Levi. Trivia for ya- neither of them like soup!
Let's see, new things in the chicken world, I dyed my hair back my natural color, did I mention that? My eyebrows and hair are now the same color. At first I thought I looked strange with dark brown hair but apparently everyone else says it looks great. After 20 years of hair dye who could imagine I'd want the first color back? I got Luci new glasses today, her eyes have gotten really bad since LAST year when she had her last exam. Her teacher checked out my boobs the other day. The sad part was I wasn't even wearing a slutty shirt. How desperate must HE be ;) Levi now plays the cello, well he doesn't know any songs but he can play the hell out of D and A. That's my boy. Except for 2 things I want to order for the kids online I am completely done with Christmas shopping ;D Oh yeah, way to take off stress, no worrying about anything but getting it all wrapped now :D I rock. I'm still letting my hair grow out. I actually don't want it any longer but I don't know what I want to do with it so right now I just pull the bangs back in a clip so I look like rooster on speed and pretend it's not there. My sister has taken to calling me Gene Simmons but I called her Ted Bundy the other day so maybe she'll stop talking smack.
I was watching tv the other day and heard s lady describing marriage as losing a bit of one's self to the other person. I sat there for a good 30 minutes thinking about this. For all Zoom and I get wrong this is one thing we've gotten right. I haven't lost any of myself by being with him. He's actually given me the freedom to explore myself and find out who I really am and to be who I want to be. He doesn't put rules on me and he doesn't want me to change anything about myself- oh sure he wants me to do dishes more often but that ain't gonna happen. Dishes stress me. When I have felt lost he lets me find myself as long as I obey the rules, come back when you realize you were never gone in the first place. Even during the bad Oklahoma time when I was a total selfish asshole he was there in the background waiting for me to find my way back. I think true love has to change and the people in love have to change with it or how boring would life be? I feel more complete and "me" now than I ever did in the past. I always felt before that I was trying to be someone someone else wanted me to be, now I just am and people can deal with it. I've searched and found me, when I was there all along, I was just scared to open up. Zoom let me open up, loved me and accepted me even through my mistakes so this is a good thing. Next time I have 30 minutes to think about something this silly I'll light some incense and meditate on how hot I am instead ;)
Tuesday was a strange day for me. Apparently I was hot that day. I had a guy who works with Zoom flirting with me at the doctor and a female coming onto me in a store. How do I know she was coming on to me? She was the sales girl and she came up and started rubbing my shoulders, rubbed down to the tops of my breasts and whispered "You look tense, I can help you" then she gave me her number. I said "thank you but I am married." I don't think she cared, she insisted I take her number anyway. That's also the day Luci's teacher checked me out. SO Wednesday I was prepared, I put on make-up, a cute outfit and did my hair. No one even looked at me. What's up with that?
Ok I'm taking my hot high blood pressure self off to watch some Asian hotties :D
Let's see, new things in the chicken world, I dyed my hair back my natural color, did I mention that? My eyebrows and hair are now the same color. At first I thought I looked strange with dark brown hair but apparently everyone else says it looks great. After 20 years of hair dye who could imagine I'd want the first color back? I got Luci new glasses today, her eyes have gotten really bad since LAST year when she had her last exam. Her teacher checked out my boobs the other day. The sad part was I wasn't even wearing a slutty shirt. How desperate must HE be ;) Levi now plays the cello, well he doesn't know any songs but he can play the hell out of D and A. That's my boy. Except for 2 things I want to order for the kids online I am completely done with Christmas shopping ;D Oh yeah, way to take off stress, no worrying about anything but getting it all wrapped now :D I rock. I'm still letting my hair grow out. I actually don't want it any longer but I don't know what I want to do with it so right now I just pull the bangs back in a clip so I look like rooster on speed and pretend it's not there. My sister has taken to calling me Gene Simmons but I called her Ted Bundy the other day so maybe she'll stop talking smack.
I was watching tv the other day and heard s lady describing marriage as losing a bit of one's self to the other person. I sat there for a good 30 minutes thinking about this. For all Zoom and I get wrong this is one thing we've gotten right. I haven't lost any of myself by being with him. He's actually given me the freedom to explore myself and find out who I really am and to be who I want to be. He doesn't put rules on me and he doesn't want me to change anything about myself- oh sure he wants me to do dishes more often but that ain't gonna happen. Dishes stress me. When I have felt lost he lets me find myself as long as I obey the rules, come back when you realize you were never gone in the first place. Even during the bad Oklahoma time when I was a total selfish asshole he was there in the background waiting for me to find my way back. I think true love has to change and the people in love have to change with it or how boring would life be? I feel more complete and "me" now than I ever did in the past. I always felt before that I was trying to be someone someone else wanted me to be, now I just am and people can deal with it. I've searched and found me, when I was there all along, I was just scared to open up. Zoom let me open up, loved me and accepted me even through my mistakes so this is a good thing. Next time I have 30 minutes to think about something this silly I'll light some incense and meditate on how hot I am instead ;)
Tuesday was a strange day for me. Apparently I was hot that day. I had a guy who works with Zoom flirting with me at the doctor and a female coming onto me in a store. How do I know she was coming on to me? She was the sales girl and she came up and started rubbing my shoulders, rubbed down to the tops of my breasts and whispered "You look tense, I can help you" then she gave me her number. I said "thank you but I am married." I don't think she cared, she insisted I take her number anyway. That's also the day Luci's teacher checked me out. SO Wednesday I was prepared, I put on make-up, a cute outfit and did my hair. No one even looked at me. What's up with that?
Ok I'm taking my hot high blood pressure self off to watch some Asian hotties :D