FANMIX: Supernatural - Sam/Castiel - Only When I Lose Myself
Medium: Television
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Sam/Castiel
Title: Only When I Lose Myself
Notes: 11 songs, ~44 minutes, rar/zip/individual files.
This is only my 2nd fanmix, and the 1st one I've ever taken seriously. Ahhh! I started out simply wanting to make a Sam/Cas mix and began abusing the shuffle function on my music player. A few songs later and I guess I could say I went with a theme haha. I've always been fond of the sort of "forbidden" aspect of their relationship. An angel of the Lord and Lucifer's meatsuit. Two people who seem like they should never fall in love. And yet! They do. Toss in a few other emotions and you get this mix :)
I debated on including 2 songs from the same group as that seems like cheating/laziness. But Depeche Mode is my favorite band, Sassy is my favorite OTP....so screw rules! There is one .m4a file (Animal by Neon Trees), the rest are mp3. You have a choice of .rar, .zip, or downloading the songs individually. Mix has been crossposted to fanmix & sam_castiel.
Please enjoy ♥!!
1. What We Will Never Know - Innerpartysystem
I tried to take a breath
To say what wasn't said
But there is nothing left of me
No, there is nothing left
I wanna believe in someone
I wanna believe in something
I wanna believe that I can love again
2. Meaningless Love - Under the Influence of Giants
I wanted to say that I had nothing to with
The meaning of love
So you can't say that I knew it
I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with
The meaningless loving ahead
3. Drumming Song - Florence + The Machine
I ran to a tower where the church bells chime
I hoped that they would clear my mind
They left a ringing in my ear
But that drum's still beating loud and clear
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
4. Only When I Lose Myself - Depeche Mode
There's a thousand reasons
Why I shouldn't spend my time with you
For every reason not to be here
I can think of two
Keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing's wrong
Inside your heaven
5. Courage - The Whitest Boy Alive
And no love can be guaranteed
It don't come with no warranties
So wake up or wake up alone
If you want me, show some courage
6. Sorrow Expert - Iris
I'm just a sorrow expert now
The more I love the more I drown
And the saddest part is I love what's ours
And that's when I give more
7. Animal - Neon Trees
Hush hush the world is quiet
Hush hush we both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand
Oh I won't sleep tonight
8. Rules Don't Stop - We Are Scientists
It's not as bad as they say
If this is such a mistake
Why does it make you so damn happy?
This is no time to behave
Let's both get carried away
If there's a price to be paid
It won't stop me
9. Halo - Depeche Mode
And when our worlds they fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it
Bring your chains
Your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms
10. Inside A Boy - My Brightest Diamond
We are clouds
We are whispers
Like fawns and shape-shifters
Our edges can never be found out
No our edges keep moving further out
We are stars colliding
Now we crash like lightning
Into love
11. Love, Love, Love (Love Love) - As Tall As Lions
After some time
It's something I find true
Love's not a grave
It won't decay on you
Too many days I was afraid
Of love
(What if nothing is just that
And suffering's the only thing we're good at?)
DOWNLOAD: .rar | .zip | individual song files
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Sam/Castiel
Title: Only When I Lose Myself
Notes: 11 songs, ~44 minutes, rar/zip/individual files.
This is only my 2nd fanmix, and the 1st one I've ever taken seriously. Ahhh! I started out simply wanting to make a Sam/Cas mix and began abusing the shuffle function on my music player. A few songs later and I guess I could say I went with a theme haha. I've always been fond of the sort of "forbidden" aspect of their relationship. An angel of the Lord and Lucifer's meatsuit. Two people who seem like they should never fall in love. And yet! They do. Toss in a few other emotions and you get this mix :)
I debated on including 2 songs from the same group as that seems like cheating/laziness. But Depeche Mode is my favorite band, Sassy is my favorite OTP....so screw rules! There is one .m4a file (Animal by Neon Trees), the rest are mp3. You have a choice of .rar, .zip, or downloading the songs individually. Mix has been crossposted to fanmix & sam_castiel.
Please enjoy ♥!!
1. What We Will Never Know - Innerpartysystem
I tried to take a breath
To say what wasn't said
But there is nothing left of me
No, there is nothing left
I wanna believe in someone
I wanna believe in something
I wanna believe that I can love again
2. Meaningless Love - Under the Influence of Giants
I wanted to say that I had nothing to with
The meaning of love
So you can't say that I knew it
I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with
The meaningless loving ahead
3. Drumming Song - Florence + The Machine
I ran to a tower where the church bells chime
I hoped that they would clear my mind
They left a ringing in my ear
But that drum's still beating loud and clear
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
4. Only When I Lose Myself - Depeche Mode
There's a thousand reasons
Why I shouldn't spend my time with you
For every reason not to be here
I can think of two
Keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing's wrong
Inside your heaven
5. Courage - The Whitest Boy Alive
And no love can be guaranteed
It don't come with no warranties
So wake up or wake up alone
If you want me, show some courage
6. Sorrow Expert - Iris
I'm just a sorrow expert now
The more I love the more I drown
And the saddest part is I love what's ours
And that's when I give more
7. Animal - Neon Trees
Hush hush the world is quiet
Hush hush we both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand
Oh I won't sleep tonight
8. Rules Don't Stop - We Are Scientists
It's not as bad as they say
If this is such a mistake
Why does it make you so damn happy?
This is no time to behave
Let's both get carried away
If there's a price to be paid
It won't stop me
9. Halo - Depeche Mode
And when our worlds they fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it
Bring your chains
Your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms
10. Inside A Boy - My Brightest Diamond
We are clouds
We are whispers
Like fawns and shape-shifters
Our edges can never be found out
No our edges keep moving further out
We are stars colliding
Now we crash like lightning
Into love
11. Love, Love, Love (Love Love) - As Tall As Lions
After some time
It's something I find true
Love's not a grave
It won't decay on you
Too many days I was afraid
Of love
(What if nothing is just that
And suffering's the only thing we're good at?)
DOWNLOAD: .rar | .zip | individual song files