What? An Enemy?
Ugh... Not good. Still have mental block...
% Complete: 34% and still holding.
Today wasn't exactly a good day. It all starts off with the blown solo at concert band:
Dr. K: Okay, at measure F. Ah, the French Horn Solo. Get ready Justin!
Band: *total silence*
Dr. K: Uhhhh, Justin?
Someone: Justin isn't here today, Dr.K.
Dr.K: Oh. Okay, Francis, you play.
Me: ....(WHAT!?!?!?!?!)
Dr.K: Yes, you...
Me: Uhh, okay...(But I never played a solo in my life!)
Me: *starts to play, but only unclear notes are heard.*
Dr.K: You're gonna have to work on that.
Me: ...(No kidding...)
ARGH!!! I BLEW THE SOLOS!!!!! Because of my power as group leader, I should take all the solos. But because of my lack of confidence, I don't play them... Rrr.... I felt so mad. But I just got worse. My friend told me that people don't like me. It's like there a hate club against me... Seriously... Why? Does everyone else doesn't like me, and just won't say it to my face? I felt funny for a while... Am I annoying? Am I too anti-social/ Am I too quiet? I guess it's true that not all people can like you, but I haven't met a person until today that hated me... It's such a weird feeling... And the weirder part is that the group that hates me are all frosh. I am so desperate to know why...
% Complete: 34% and still holding.
Today wasn't exactly a good day. It all starts off with the blown solo at concert band:
Dr. K: Okay, at measure F. Ah, the French Horn Solo. Get ready Justin!
Band: *total silence*
Dr. K: Uhhhh, Justin?
Someone: Justin isn't here today, Dr.K.
Dr.K: Oh. Okay, Francis, you play.
Me: ....(WHAT!?!?!?!?!)
Dr.K: Yes, you...
Me: Uhh, okay...(But I never played a solo in my life!)
Me: *starts to play, but only unclear notes are heard.*
Dr.K: You're gonna have to work on that.
Me: ...(No kidding...)
ARGH!!! I BLEW THE SOLOS!!!!! Because of my power as group leader, I should take all the solos. But because of my lack of confidence, I don't play them... Rrr.... I felt so mad. But I just got worse. My friend told me that people don't like me. It's like there a hate club against me... Seriously... Why? Does everyone else doesn't like me, and just won't say it to my face? I felt funny for a while... Am I annoying? Am I too anti-social/ Am I too quiet? I guess it's true that not all people can like you, but I haven't met a person until today that hated me... It's such a weird feeling... And the weirder part is that the group that hates me are all frosh. I am so desperate to know why...