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im hoommmeee....and this is my big long entree about the summer and life and blah blah blah....
ok lets see
1. CAMP- Camp etgar was sooo fun..I absolutly loved being a counsler..i loved the stresses..i loved the rewards and i loved the feeling that i impacted little girls lives over a short period of time....the staff was awesome..drama filled of course...but whats a summer with out it? I was in staff with two very very close family friends who are older than me. We grew up together in Youngstown...and we became reaqquainted over the summer...and are now closer than ever..it was awesome!! First session i had girls going into 4th and 5th..and then 2nd and 3rd session were girsl going into 7th 8th and 9th. Very different. We went on a road trip 2nd session to Hotlanta...and it was awesome...i was staffing with two israelis and a guy from poland...it was great..but definatly stressful considering they were foreign...had never been out of sarasota before...and werent that fabulous at english...so i kinda led the trip...by the end of the session i wanted to kill my kids....i forgot how many questions 13 year olds can ask in one hour....TOOOOO MANY. THe younger kids were soo cute...and yah..everything really went very well...
2. LOVE...lol-Well.. lets see..matt and i are over..and its definatly for the better..i mean...weve talked a few times...and he talks about himself and his problems alot...which is ABSOLUTLY FINE....like..im here for him as a friend and all..and i still care about him...of course...but he just needs to work on like....listening as well as complaing...like...for example..working at a day camp...yes i know its stressful and the kids are obnoxious...i was working at a camp too except mine are with me 24/7..arfg...i will never ever forget..nor do i regret anything that happened this year between us...i loved it..and i will always have a place in my heart for him..and thats that...
i do however...have a new "interest.".lol...avi..hes great...a total sweetheart...smart...really into USY..judiasm...israel...its nice...and im really excited to see what this year brings
3. change in this year--> i have come to the exciting conclusion that this year will be extremely differntfrom last..first and foremost...im not "wheels sick"...will i always love my friends and wish that i could be on that bus...of course...but...im realistic...and i cant be side tracked this year by all of that..as much as i wish i could...i also plan to work REALLY REALY hard at not being clique and seclusive...and frankly dont care if my other friends are mad at me for it..ive been on the outside and it sucks alot..and i can not beileve that i blindsided myself into thinking that doing exactly what i hate was ok last year...i am truly sorry to anyone that i hurt...
4. USY--> i am soooooo excited for this year to start...like...AHH...i cant wait to implement stuff..and just everything....AHHHH>..its gonna be soo great....and i hope that everything goes as smoothly in real life than it does in my head....this year will be the perfect way to move on from USY...going out with a bang if you will
i think thats it for now....woo..i feel better...now its time to look at colleges..woooot....
love always
geb
ok lets see
1. CAMP- Camp etgar was sooo fun..I absolutly loved being a counsler..i loved the stresses..i loved the rewards and i loved the feeling that i impacted little girls lives over a short period of time....the staff was awesome..drama filled of course...but whats a summer with out it? I was in staff with two very very close family friends who are older than me. We grew up together in Youngstown...and we became reaqquainted over the summer...and are now closer than ever..it was awesome!! First session i had girls going into 4th and 5th..and then 2nd and 3rd session were girsl going into 7th 8th and 9th. Very different. We went on a road trip 2nd session to Hotlanta...and it was awesome...i was staffing with two israelis and a guy from poland...it was great..but definatly stressful considering they were foreign...had never been out of sarasota before...and werent that fabulous at english...so i kinda led the trip...by the end of the session i wanted to kill my kids....i forgot how many questions 13 year olds can ask in one hour....TOOOOO MANY. THe younger kids were soo cute...and yah..everything really went very well...
2. LOVE...lol-Well.. lets see..matt and i are over..and its definatly for the better..i mean...weve talked a few times...and he talks about himself and his problems alot...which is ABSOLUTLY FINE....like..im here for him as a friend and all..and i still care about him...of course...but he just needs to work on like....listening as well as complaing...like...for example..working at a day camp...yes i know its stressful and the kids are obnoxious...i was working at a camp too except mine are with me 24/7..arfg...i will never ever forget..nor do i regret anything that happened this year between us...i loved it..and i will always have a place in my heart for him..and thats that...
i do however...have a new "interest.".lol...avi..hes great...a total sweetheart...smart...really into USY..judiasm...israel...its nice...and im really excited to see what this year brings
3. change in this year--> i have come to the exciting conclusion that this year will be extremely differntfrom last..first and foremost...im not "wheels sick"...will i always love my friends and wish that i could be on that bus...of course...but...im realistic...and i cant be side tracked this year by all of that..as much as i wish i could...i also plan to work REALLY REALY hard at not being clique and seclusive...and frankly dont care if my other friends are mad at me for it..ive been on the outside and it sucks alot..and i can not beileve that i blindsided myself into thinking that doing exactly what i hate was ok last year...i am truly sorry to anyone that i hurt...
4. USY--> i am soooooo excited for this year to start...like...AHH...i cant wait to implement stuff..and just everything....AHHHH>..its gonna be soo great....and i hope that everything goes as smoothly in real life than it does in my head....this year will be the perfect way to move on from USY...going out with a bang if you will
i think thats it for now....woo..i feel better...now its time to look at colleges..woooot....
love always
geb