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i need to apologize
i am a bad friend...but you need to know why
i would love nothing more than to sit on the phone and talk to you all for HOURS AND HOURs on end..i would love to reminsce..talk about life...tell yall the next time im coming to visit....talking about how today is the 10 month anniversay of the most life changing...best thing thats ever happened to me in my LIFE....about how much i want to see allll of you alllll the time..i mean the list could go on
i can not think...i can not take a deep breathe...
that makse no sense...lol
im just so overwhelmed...so over...everything...i know im not the only one..but i guess i just cant deal with it..or hide it as well as you all can...
everytime i have 10 minutes to sit and not do anything im thinking about what i should be doing...and i want to be talking with all of you...but in those 10 min...i guess its just "me" time....
i feel horrible when i see a missed call from one of yall...and i cant call back...just because..i dont feel like explaining why im in a bad mood or why im so stressed....becasue its jsut to much to say...and has so mnay little details that only my little head can think about...
i feel like if i talked it out with someone it wouldnt be that much...its just..i guess my mind can like...proccess it....
it will be over soon...when AP exams are over....it will just be alot easier...no worries
so im sorry..im sorry that i cant be as good of a friend to yall that you are to me...im sorry that i cant handle things and be composed like all of you amazing people..im sorry that my friendship with yall hasnt been the same....
this is in nooo way sarcastic...please understand
i love you all ( ALLLLL OF YOU...yes even u...lol ) more than life itself...you are what keeps me going and why i have come so far....plz know that....
thanks for understanding...
-geb
i am a bad friend...but you need to know why
i would love nothing more than to sit on the phone and talk to you all for HOURS AND HOURs on end..i would love to reminsce..talk about life...tell yall the next time im coming to visit....talking about how today is the 10 month anniversay of the most life changing...best thing thats ever happened to me in my LIFE....about how much i want to see allll of you alllll the time..i mean the list could go on
i can not think...i can not take a deep breathe...
that makse no sense...lol
im just so overwhelmed...so over...everything...i know im not the only one..but i guess i just cant deal with it..or hide it as well as you all can...
everytime i have 10 minutes to sit and not do anything im thinking about what i should be doing...and i want to be talking with all of you...but in those 10 min...i guess its just "me" time....
i feel horrible when i see a missed call from one of yall...and i cant call back...just because..i dont feel like explaining why im in a bad mood or why im so stressed....becasue its jsut to much to say...and has so mnay little details that only my little head can think about...
i feel like if i talked it out with someone it wouldnt be that much...its just..i guess my mind can like...proccess it....
it will be over soon...when AP exams are over....it will just be alot easier...no worries
so im sorry..im sorry that i cant be as good of a friend to yall that you are to me...im sorry that i cant handle things and be composed like all of you amazing people..im sorry that my friendship with yall hasnt been the same....
this is in nooo way sarcastic...please understand
i love you all ( ALLLLL OF YOU...yes even u...lol ) more than life itself...you are what keeps me going and why i have come so far....plz know that....
thanks for understanding...
-geb