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the night before easter i saw a misplaced rabbit eating clover in a 2x3ft patch of grass in the middle of downtown chicago. poor poor displaced rabbit, or was it...COULD IT BE?!
so we avoided it after drunken cooing brought on by an adorable onslaught. it was probably rabbid, because it came up to us with less than 2 feet to spare.
saw voxtrot on saturday with professor prude after shoving the most delectable raw fish in my face. akwardness abound after drunken statements on the cabride home, and me with the silent treatment, wondering away, staring out the window at neon light smears. i guess ive been seeing john-steven for two months now, and it doesnt seem as long. but am i happy? is this it? all that relationship blown out of proportioness, restless wonderings as to when and where and with who, and now it HAS... but only to a subdued mental applause. is it a relationship if your boyfriend is abstinent/frigid? while novel and respectable, i fuck on the -1st date, so why cant i stick it in on the 8-10th? i can only make out with you for so much longer before the creeping HIV suspicion. that or you must be terribly disfigured, either way... see this is why im a whore and i put out before the first date. given time to wonder, ruminate, and reminisce, only tainted reasoning will lead me to believe, to fear. oh it would be fitting would it not. unhappy in love, sans love. here we go again.
so we avoided it after drunken cooing brought on by an adorable onslaught. it was probably rabbid, because it came up to us with less than 2 feet to spare.
saw voxtrot on saturday with professor prude after shoving the most delectable raw fish in my face. akwardness abound after drunken statements on the cabride home, and me with the silent treatment, wondering away, staring out the window at neon light smears. i guess ive been seeing john-steven for two months now, and it doesnt seem as long. but am i happy? is this it? all that relationship blown out of proportioness, restless wonderings as to when and where and with who, and now it HAS... but only to a subdued mental applause. is it a relationship if your boyfriend is abstinent/frigid? while novel and respectable, i fuck on the -1st date, so why cant i stick it in on the 8-10th? i can only make out with you for so much longer before the creeping HIV suspicion. that or you must be terribly disfigured, either way... see this is why im a whore and i put out before the first date. given time to wonder, ruminate, and reminisce, only tainted reasoning will lead me to believe, to fear. oh it would be fitting would it not. unhappy in love, sans love. here we go again.