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..another nightmare last night. I was out for one of my nightly thinky walks, and I ran into him... he wrapped his hands around my neck... strong. Very strong... warned me that if I kept poking my nose where it didn't belong, he'd silence me himself... In the middle of it, I guess I was sleepwalking, and posted as if it really happened. Creepy.
But if there's anything that's done, it's opened my eyes. Silver's right... I have to live life, I can't just try to protect the world in a bubble. This stress is really getting to me... hell, I've been treating my dreams like visions, as if I was just as psychopsychic as Sonic is. This is probably my brain telling me that if I keep going at this so recklessly, I'm gonna kill myself somehow. We haven't heard anything from Mephiles since his attack in Metal City... he's lying low for the moment, it seems. I do need to spend some time in my workshop to figure out a countermeasure to my shield array, because I think that's why it was on Pengie's drive, but...
I think when Pecan comes home, I'm gonna take her apartment hunting. And then maybe I'll spend some time with Saff or Sonic...
I gotta care about people as more than just lives to be protected. Thanks, Silv...
But if there's anything that's done, it's opened my eyes. Silver's right... I have to live life, I can't just try to protect the world in a bubble. This stress is really getting to me... hell, I've been treating my dreams like visions, as if I was just as psychopsychic as Sonic is. This is probably my brain telling me that if I keep going at this so recklessly, I'm gonna kill myself somehow. We haven't heard anything from Mephiles since his attack in Metal City... he's lying low for the moment, it seems. I do need to spend some time in my workshop to figure out a countermeasure to my shield array, because I think that's why it was on Pengie's drive, but...
I think when Pecan comes home, I'm gonna take her apartment hunting. And then maybe I'll spend some time with Saff or Sonic...
I gotta care about people as more than just lives to be protected. Thanks, Silv...