May 20, 2003 01:56
[music]Blindside : Silence
[Mood]A little less shitty.
Nothing new today. Woke up late tho, around 1:30. This dreary weather makes it hard for me to wake up. I wrote a whole new page of lyrics today. Thats a good way to vent. Im still really upset about Erin. She still wont answer her phone and its driving me crazy. I went to work and it sucked as usual. But I did get to watch Strong Bad with Jeff and Frank. Everyone wanted me to go to B-52s, but i just cant. I would drink way too much. After work I went to Kroger and bought a card, a rose, and a pack of Sharpie markers. I wrote ANOTHER card for erin and put it in her mailbox. I think this is going to be my last shot at making something happen. I guess you cant make somebody love you.