i`m baaack! :]
oh wow. it really has been awhile hasn`t it? i hadnt planned on updating this thing .. but ah what the heck, it has just been oh so long, and right now i feel like remembering the old times. whoa, last year was so simple. things were just so much easier for me. i mean, not really if i think about it, but things just seemed easier. i loved the simplicity of middle school, & now i definitely miss it. i feel so bad for the way i took advantage of it. back then it was, "gah im ready to leave this place." but now, i would give anything to go back and relive just one algebra class .. just have one more lunch in that cafeteria .. just one more time, just one more day. i miss my eighth grade year so bad. it was actually a lot of fun. but i guess you have to get older, and you have to move on. but i just wanted to get that out because i have been holding it in forever. hm - why did everyone just abandon myspace? it seems so deserted now. i think im going to start using it again, since nobody even reads it even more. ha.
hm well i guess i am going to try to get into the old routine of this .. i think i started with how things were for me at the time? so i guess i`ll go from there. my life right now is well - complicated. school`s 0hkay, i could really care less about this semester, but ah whatever. i hate ancient history with a deep deep passion, and geometry just keeps getting harder. advanced english is actually great & i love it, and keyboarding .. ah its what it sounds like .. boring. my classes have the majority of my friends in them, but ah i dont know. its just not fun anymore. last semester, i had so much fun. but this semester is just a drag. =/
and i have been reading all of my previous posts, and im not the same person i was then .. then i was like so happy, and was really good with words (hah) & i had so much to talk & ramble on about - yet another reason why i think middle school was so much better. anyway, i think this is good enough for my first update back. =)
the only reason that people hold on to memories so tight
is because memories are the only things
that don`t change
when everything else does ♥