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oh em gish! it has been like an eternity since I last updated. Just let me tell you one thing, being grounded for the rest of your life really really really sucks butt. Never do anything stupid. I know that`s impossible. but seriously, because once you lose your trust with your parents, it takes a long time to get it back, and it takes even longer if you keep breaking it over and over. So heed this warning, and use it to your advantage.
softball is going reallly good. we won our junior league double header the other against Lee West, and we have another game on Wednesday against Appalcahia. Then, on Tuesday and Thursday I think I have the Varsity Summer league games, and then Friday I have travel ball practice. I am one busy girl this Summer. I get to go to the little league pool party on June 8th! haha I am really excited about that. I look really bad in a bathing suit right now though, so i might not go... but idk yet I haven`t made up my mind. Our first travel ball tournament is on the 10th & 11th, and we`re supposed to be playing through October so.. that`s good.
School is now over, and I got my report card the other day. I made second honor roll, but all A`s on my exams, and I also made all A`s in effort, along with 1st honor roll for the semester, so I did okay. Next year I am really going to only focus on grades and softball and nothing more. Hopefully I can maintain a really good GPA and get a scholarship! Gosh that would be so nice. I`m really gonna try hard though. I am like really excited about highschool, but kind of nervous at the same time. Everyone is so used to the middle school. There`s going to be a lot of changes next year, hopefully for the better. but I can`t wait til orientation.
Summer `06 has really sucked for me so far. I haven`t done anything. That`s another reason why being grounded sucks so bad. I have no computer, no phone, no priviledges at all. I am trying so hard to get things back, but it really hasn`t worked so good. I just continuously keep screwing up. Time & time again. But ah I have gave up. I don`t really care anymore about 'that'. But anyway my time on here is up! I`m gonna leave you all woth some quotes I found though that I really like =] i`ll have a more in depth update when I have more time to really think.
the only guy that deserves you is the
one he thinks he doesn't, the one that
will stick by your side no matter how
much you mess up, the one who will
love && forgive you mistake after
mistake after mIstake *
at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change. *
A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying.
TRUTH ABOUT GiRLS; FACT # 18
the teenage years are the best years of our lives
even though there’s tons of drama tears & heartbreaks
there’s also friends that you trust and will never
leave your side .. there’s the boy who whenever you
see you get butterflies in your stomach .. there’s
parties & breaking the rules. now tell me, at
what other point in your life are you going to be
able to have all those things all at once?
if you fall in love with me - you have to accept everything about me. i fall down a lot, and i'm pretty clumsy. i'm arrognant and stubborn and hate it when things don't go my way. i listen to my music too loud and i scream along to it, wherever i am. i cry, a lot, and i need someone to hold me when i cry. i get annoyed a lot, and i yell a lot. i always spill on myself. i'm the most random girl youll ever meet. but i love you. i always have. and that should be enough. <3
the only reason that people hold on to memories so tight
is because memories are the only things
that don’t change
when everything else does ♥
softball is going reallly good. we won our junior league double header the other against Lee West, and we have another game on Wednesday against Appalcahia. Then, on Tuesday and Thursday I think I have the Varsity Summer league games, and then Friday I have travel ball practice. I am one busy girl this Summer. I get to go to the little league pool party on June 8th! haha I am really excited about that. I look really bad in a bathing suit right now though, so i might not go... but idk yet I haven`t made up my mind. Our first travel ball tournament is on the 10th & 11th, and we`re supposed to be playing through October so.. that`s good.
School is now over, and I got my report card the other day. I made second honor roll, but all A`s on my exams, and I also made all A`s in effort, along with 1st honor roll for the semester, so I did okay. Next year I am really going to only focus on grades and softball and nothing more. Hopefully I can maintain a really good GPA and get a scholarship! Gosh that would be so nice. I`m really gonna try hard though. I am like really excited about highschool, but kind of nervous at the same time. Everyone is so used to the middle school. There`s going to be a lot of changes next year, hopefully for the better. but I can`t wait til orientation.
Summer `06 has really sucked for me so far. I haven`t done anything. That`s another reason why being grounded sucks so bad. I have no computer, no phone, no priviledges at all. I am trying so hard to get things back, but it really hasn`t worked so good. I just continuously keep screwing up. Time & time again. But ah I have gave up. I don`t really care anymore about 'that'. But anyway my time on here is up! I`m gonna leave you all woth some quotes I found though that I really like =] i`ll have a more in depth update when I have more time to really think.
the only guy that deserves you is the
one he thinks he doesn't, the one that
will stick by your side no matter how
much you mess up, the one who will
love && forgive you mistake after
mistake after mIstake *
at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change. *
A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying.
TRUTH ABOUT GiRLS; FACT # 18
the teenage years are the best years of our lives
even though there’s tons of drama tears & heartbreaks
there’s also friends that you trust and will never
leave your side .. there’s the boy who whenever you
see you get butterflies in your stomach .. there’s
parties & breaking the rules. now tell me, at
what other point in your life are you going to be
able to have all those things all at once?
if you fall in love with me - you have to accept everything about me. i fall down a lot, and i'm pretty clumsy. i'm arrognant and stubborn and hate it when things don't go my way. i listen to my music too loud and i scream along to it, wherever i am. i cry, a lot, and i need someone to hold me when i cry. i get annoyed a lot, and i yell a lot. i always spill on myself. i'm the most random girl youll ever meet. but i love you. i always have. and that should be enough. <3
the only reason that people hold on to memories so tight
is because memories are the only things
that don’t change
when everything else does ♥