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hey, it got worse!
but then a bit better.
Emmy, thank you.thank you.thank you. you always know how to make me feel better. always. I can't tell you how lucky I am that I have a friend like you. I'm so glad you and Colin are happy together. It brightens my day every time I think about you guys being so happy together. I love you and I'm here for you, forever and always. you may be a pirate hooker, but dammit, I love you anyways! you always understand what I'm talking about, which is something that most people can never do. I'm a lucky guy to have friends like you and Colin, Liz, and Alex.
Alex, I'm glad I got the chance to talk to you tonight. There were a lot of things that were weighing on my mind, and I needed to tell you all of it in hopes that you would understand why I've been acting so different lately. I became who I always wanted to be over the summer, but once I got to college, I went back to the person I had been my entire life before the summer of '05. I'm on my way back. please, just give me time. I promise I'll be a better man tomorrow. you'll see.
so, I've been doing a lot of fucking up lately. it stops now.
to anyone that was upset about me not staying at the movie night, I'm sorry. I wish I had stayed. it's just that I told Steve I would go to his house to play poker before I even knew about the movie night. I had no intention of upsetting anyone, but thats what happened, and I'm truly sorry about that.
I'm trying to live up to my own standards to become a better son, friend, and person. please just bear with me. I'm almost there.
but then a bit better.
Emmy, thank you.thank you.thank you. you always know how to make me feel better. always. I can't tell you how lucky I am that I have a friend like you. I'm so glad you and Colin are happy together. It brightens my day every time I think about you guys being so happy together. I love you and I'm here for you, forever and always. you may be a pirate hooker, but dammit, I love you anyways! you always understand what I'm talking about, which is something that most people can never do. I'm a lucky guy to have friends like you and Colin, Liz, and Alex.
Alex, I'm glad I got the chance to talk to you tonight. There were a lot of things that were weighing on my mind, and I needed to tell you all of it in hopes that you would understand why I've been acting so different lately. I became who I always wanted to be over the summer, but once I got to college, I went back to the person I had been my entire life before the summer of '05. I'm on my way back. please, just give me time. I promise I'll be a better man tomorrow. you'll see.
so, I've been doing a lot of fucking up lately. it stops now.
to anyone that was upset about me not staying at the movie night, I'm sorry. I wish I had stayed. it's just that I told Steve I would go to his house to play poker before I even knew about the movie night. I had no intention of upsetting anyone, but thats what happened, and I'm truly sorry about that.
I'm trying to live up to my own standards to become a better son, friend, and person. please just bear with me. I'm almost there.