Oct 21, 2002 16:37
i wish i could hide in my room for the rest
of the week, if im going to feel like this.
i feel like im tainting the rest of the world.
im so fucking lost. i dont know what i want,
but i want something to change. i dont care
what. i want him. and he embodies everything
i CANT have.
rediscovery #1: the cranberries.
youre so pretty the way you are.
fuck. i wanted to talk to someone,
but they just signed off. it would
make me feel better to know that they
dont hate me. i dont even know why..
its not like he's someone of much
significance. it bothers me.. whatever.
fuck this shit.