days of magic, nights of war
so i have no idea if anyone besides outragedy and whetstone will understand what the hell i'm talking about but idgaf i'm making this post anyway. CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW BOOK THREE IS FINALLY COMING OUT ON SEPTEMBER 27TH AND I AM ACTUALLY WEEPING WITH EXCITEMENT BECAUSE GODDAMN, CLIVE BARKER, SEVEN YEARS IS A FUCKING LONG TIME TO BE WAITING FOR THE THIRD BOOK OF THIS GODDAMN SERIES. best believe i have that shit preordered on amazon.com and everything. i got book 2 in the post today and finished it like ten minutes ago and fuck. fuck. i refuse to believe that christopher carrion is anything but very much alive and plotting his grand return, and i refuse to believe that candy/boa doesn't feel at least an inkling of love for the fucked up guy. like. after the refresher that was book 2 i kind of pulled my head out of my ass and, idk, am a little less certain that they'll be some form of endgame but ugh, honestly, i ship it so hard it physically pains me. god.
like okay, i know. i understand that christopher carrion killed boa or at least ordered her death, but idk. idk. candy talks about power and magic and they are not so different in my mind, and i think candy is quite messed up herself, what with two souls being in one body and all. certainly, they are tremendously unhealthy for each other-it's such a destructive relationship. sometimes i just wish christopher's love for her would manifest itself in less violent and obsessive ways, and candy would let the tenderness in her heart for him grow??? IDK IT'S JUST. I ALREADY SAID THIS BUT I SHIP THEM SO HAAAARD. sry malingo and finnegan (ugh finnegan ily but no). AND I REALLY WANT CHRISTOPHER NOT TO BE DEAD BECAUSE UGH IT COULDN'T HAVE-BLAAARGH HE CAN'T BE DEAD. everything is terrible and everything hurts.
also ugh rojo pixler pisses me the fuck off and i feel like he is more of an insidious quiet evil than anything even mater motley could think up of and just. i really don't like him and think he might become the main antagonist. mostly i just want candy and christopher to be together IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK. GOD.