Small things can change really BIG things!
Its crazy how small things can change what you believe, what you chose to do or how you chose to handle even bigger things. I have been putting alot more things up to faith in these last two days. A small thing happened that effected a big thing (MY FAITH)! Its really hard at times to understand why things happen. At times I feel like I dont deserve all the bad things that happen to me but I guess it only makes me a stronger, more understanding person. All things happen for a reason. Im a firm believer in it was all a part of God's plan for me to start working at Meijer, meet all the people who allowed me to continue in the downward spiral I was going, learn that my father was sick and have him pass away showing me that tomorrow is never guranteed, meet Jeremy and Jessica, and most importantly... start going to church!! Im so glad that my life is heading in a direction that I can be proud of. I bought a new book today.. Jesus Freaks! I cant wait to read it. Well Im outta here!!