Aug 28, 2007 15:06
Everyone waits on the walk
Some are long and some small
But all of them tall
Everyone must make a choice
Will I go for it all
And possibly fall
The tightrope is thin
I could possibly win on the walk
Don't lose yourself in your fear
Why do I have to feel guilty about going after things I want in life? Why do I feel like I can't be myself around anyone? I can't even describe it, but I feel like a horrible person right now. I have completely lost myself in my fear. Fear of life and living. Fear of actually doing something to change my life. I know I should be going to a counselor right now, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I can't admit that I might actually need help.