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When i first went down tho the beach at night, i use to just stare and think about things, then i started thinking about how much i think and then all of a sudden i stopped-.
Now when i go back out to my "spot" and try to think..................i can't, im just not able to think. I pick something as simple as my future, but when i try to elaborate with thoughts in my head my brain pushes it away. Now what, somehow i'm subconsciencously unwillingly preventing from thinking???? WTF!. I also realized, in this same instense, that i talk to myself waaaaaaay too much. I don't even know if it's healthy. The only time i see other people talk to themselves is when they're wearing a bluetooth. Maybe i should just pretend like i have one too and just walk around with my hand on my ear. idk.
Now when i go back out to my "spot" and try to think..................i can't, im just not able to think. I pick something as simple as my future, but when i try to elaborate with thoughts in my head my brain pushes it away. Now what, somehow i'm subconsciencously unwillingly preventing from thinking???? WTF!. I also realized, in this same instense, that i talk to myself waaaaaaay too much. I don't even know if it's healthy. The only time i see other people talk to themselves is when they're wearing a bluetooth. Maybe i should just pretend like i have one too and just walk around with my hand on my ear. idk.