Jumping with eyes closed.
I'm beginning to think that this term might suck. I have so much homework I can never find a moment for myself. It seriously never ends. Every time I think I'm done, it's time to sleep and start all over again the next day.
This weekend was full of mixed feelings for me. I decided to live off-campus next year for really only one reason, the rest were just good things that would come of it but now that Jess has brought some thing to my attention I'm not so sure anymore. I guess it seemed like a good idea, but then again she's right, living so far away will make it harder to attend class, focus on homework, and that will just give me a chance to eat, watch tv, and work. That future doesn't seem so bright anymore. I also thought, I mean really thought, about what it would be like to live with my cousin. She's cool and all, but she's a party animal. I would like to have fun every once in a while whether it be a rockin' party or more preferably just laughing my ass off at the genie on aladdin singing about "mowing the sand" while drinking Smirnoff Ice (I probably spelled that wrong...) I guess a quiet study house wouldn't be such a bad thing because if someone's studying, then that will motivate another person to study too.
All in all, last night I came to see some things that I hadn't seen before, and then I cried a lot. But that's okay, it's good to cry sometimes. Let all the emotions flow.
This morning I awoke to a message on my phone, I thought that it would be Jess, I was actually hoping it would be, but it was Tim. Strange surprise. Strange indeed. It was 3-4 minutes long and was absolutely ridiculous! I loved it. It brightened my spirit for today. He says hello to everyone, and hopefully he'll write me soon. I'm going to hold him to that.
Back to the neverending homework. time to write a paper, reading 4 chapters, take notes, answer questions, la la la , by monday.
This weekend was full of mixed feelings for me. I decided to live off-campus next year for really only one reason, the rest were just good things that would come of it but now that Jess has brought some thing to my attention I'm not so sure anymore. I guess it seemed like a good idea, but then again she's right, living so far away will make it harder to attend class, focus on homework, and that will just give me a chance to eat, watch tv, and work. That future doesn't seem so bright anymore. I also thought, I mean really thought, about what it would be like to live with my cousin. She's cool and all, but she's a party animal. I would like to have fun every once in a while whether it be a rockin' party or more preferably just laughing my ass off at the genie on aladdin singing about "mowing the sand" while drinking Smirnoff Ice (I probably spelled that wrong...) I guess a quiet study house wouldn't be such a bad thing because if someone's studying, then that will motivate another person to study too.
All in all, last night I came to see some things that I hadn't seen before, and then I cried a lot. But that's okay, it's good to cry sometimes. Let all the emotions flow.
This morning I awoke to a message on my phone, I thought that it would be Jess, I was actually hoping it would be, but it was Tim. Strange surprise. Strange indeed. It was 3-4 minutes long and was absolutely ridiculous! I loved it. It brightened my spirit for today. He says hello to everyone, and hopefully he'll write me soon. I'm going to hold him to that.
Back to the neverending homework. time to write a paper, reading 4 chapters, take notes, answer questions, la la la , by monday.