ONE WEEK

Dec 12, 2005 22:58

One week, and I can come home. One week and I can work every day 12 hours a day. One week and I can wake up to seeing Cadence and Samantha's beautiful smiling faces every morning. One week and I will have aged two decades. One week and I can catch up on my social life. One week.
Until then, my personal life will continue to be on hold, and I'll be caught up in a whirlwind of two jobs, homework, school, possibly sleep.... I skipped class this morning. I was so tired. Tonight I am going to bed early, fuck my homework, I'll do it tomorrow before work.

I put my down payments on two rings that I've wanted for a while today. I also paid off the debt to my Uncle for holding the $500 bill on my car (I also gave him a life-size cut out of Dale JR. and Bud racing flags as interest on that payment, in return, he gave me winter windshield blades -he noticed mine were trashed- as said happy birthday.

Suddenly life is starting to be okay. I'm climbing out of debt with bloody swollen hands and fingers. It hurts. I'm still losing weight, that's awesome- I think by next July when I go to minnesota I can wear a bikini and look half way decent and not feel like a pregnant moose trying to tan.

I'm knitting scarves for christmas for my family, i hope they like them, they're made with LOVE!
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