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tonight was funn.
i went out with niki, travis & jake.
we went out to eat & then went to walmart.
travis sprayed me with this spray that attracts deer.
good lord it reaked.
niki said you could literally smell where i went through the store.
gross.

&& before i got sprayed with that stuff i had on this perfume and niki goes "you smell really good...you smell REALLy good, if i was a guy id rape you."

i like this boy & some of my friends hate him & dont see what i like in him.
maybe its not that i like him he just does everything i like.
i just really want a boy thats touchy feely or aggressive i guess you could say.

swinging x mics: well ok then i want a boy that will grab my hand, and kiss me, and rub my arm, & kiss my neck, & constantly flirt with me
his minds awreck: and maybe you'll get that
his minds awreck: let your guard down

i guess i do have a guard up towards boys that arent him.
im scared of the future.
&& i dont like it.

anyways show tomorrow.
YESSS
i get to hang out with the coolest people ever.

ps.
i need a haircut & i need to go to the mall to spend money.