Last Entry?
Sooo Continuing from yesterday...
So far from what I've learned this week is that nothing is ever private. Even if you have a thought someone knows what you're thinking and it sux. Even when you put something on private no one will give a shit and see it somehow, someway.
In the end, I learned that no matter what you say, no one will really listen. No matter what truth you say, if someone thinks differently you can't change their mind cuz it's already made up.
In the end, I am alone once again because of my own idiocy. I hurt the only person I ever truly cared about because I don't have the balls to express myself by word of mouth.
So I'm sorry to him. And no, I was not trashing you. You can tell the world I did. But I know I didn't. And that's all that matters to me now, knowing the only thing I did wrong was not being able to express myself by word of mouth.
I had the time of my life in 5 weeks and I'm never gonna forget it.
You're gonna get pissed when you read this I know. You can make any rumor about me I know. People believe you. People don't believe me. I can deal with that. As long as I know that I'm gonna be okay it's all good. I know I will be.
Well world. This might be my last journal entry. I'm not really sure yet. I don't really see the point in LJ anymore. It's quite tainted most honestly.
Cya