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wow why do i suck so much. my life has become work. homework. studying. and staring at the computer thinking something good and exciting will happen.
i need a change. i have no motivation to even get my work done.
"as days go by. the memories remain. ill wait for you. as days go by. the memories remain. i wont let go."
friday needs to come now.
all county auditions thursday. shit.
they talk about me at work now. today rachel came up to me and said that anything i hear about me its nothing negative and im not in trouble. but i dont believe it because they all bitch about eachother behind eachothers backs. and its real fighting and tears are sometimes involved. great.
i could go to rachels halloween party saturday. but its gonna be all 23 yr olds drunk off their ass and i wont know anyone anyway.
i better go start studying for my million tests. speeches for spanish thursday and i havent even started memorizing it yet. this is just wonderful. i swear the work load never ends.
night