[LJ2ME] Rebirth

[gcr_zack29]

With the passing of the years, the months, the days, and the hours, I discover that every minute is priceless and should be cherished. I feel myself growing. No not fatter, just mentally, and over the last year physically. I've noticed my body is becoming more adult. My jawline is more defined, chest a little more broader. 2008 was the year of growth. And I think I have achieved that. I learned from my mistakes. I see the person in the mirror. I truly see him. I see he is human. Not the machine he sought out to be, but the man he was groomed into. I look at him, and for the first time in a long time, I smiled. No longer a child, no longer a teenager, no longer lost. He's right there in front of me. I reach my hand out to make sure it was real. But I touch cold hard glass. The man I see before me, is in reality me.

And its time for rebirth.

Kenny died over four years ago. His body has been occupied by different personas since then. Until finally he is what I see.

Levi.

I am Levi. I am the happiest man on earth. I have faith in the Lord above. He has a plan. I've been seeing it unfold since I was a child. Strange. Can a gay male have faith in the very being that others have taught hated him? If God hated me, then I don't want anything more.

Rebirth.

Not in the spiritual sense. But in a mental sense. Learn to cope with things. Starting with one man. Move past it. Move forward.

Stay fabulous.
Stay flirtatious.
Stay forever grateful.

Words to live by this year.

May my words move you and take it to heart. God Bless!

- KLW, Jr. Aka Levi