Dark Times Prevailing
Anger swells!
I don't know if I want to kick scream, or punch, a wall!!
I have been very reclusive as of late.
Keeping to myself, or at least attempting to.
There's an intense anger inside of me.
For people,
places,
things.
A Noun? ANGER!
Why am I so angry?
Why are the simplest things beginning to annoy me?
Betrayal? Dishonesty? Miscommunication? Deception?
Fuck you!
So much. I don't know what to do with it.
Cutting.
Sounds good.
Revert? No. Move on? Yes. Yes, that's the key!
Continue pushing forward. Don't let it get to you!
But has already consumed me. I was too easy this time.
I allowed it.
Asshole!
That's what you are! An Asshole!
Breathing. Breathing is good. Let out all emotions.
Bottling.....
No no no let it go! Let flow out upon your keys......
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You stopped. You stopped and I don't know why. I miss you and I hate you all the same.
YOU, you sicken me! Eying everything. Touching everything. I would spit on you if I had the courage.
You, I love you, you have done me no harm, but I have wronged you a thousand fold! I deserve punishment, not you.
Am I ugly to you?
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Words flowing like daggers, yet tastes so good like milk and honey!
Where is all of this malice coming from? What being has possessed me to become this way?
Vindication? Victory?
All for nothing......
Calming down...
Letting go.
Very sleepy.....
There are things in my life, I keep to myself. If people knew the truth, they would be angry as well.
Sins from the past catches up, while Sins of the future awaits.....
(Edit: The Many sides of Kenneth L. Waters, Jr. Every side is angry at the other.)
I don't know if I want to kick scream, or punch, a wall!!
I have been very reclusive as of late.
Keeping to myself, or at least attempting to.
There's an intense anger inside of me.
For people,
places,
things.
A Noun? ANGER!
Why am I so angry?
Why are the simplest things beginning to annoy me?
Betrayal? Dishonesty? Miscommunication? Deception?
Fuck you!
So much. I don't know what to do with it.
Cutting.
Sounds good.
Revert? No. Move on? Yes. Yes, that's the key!
Continue pushing forward. Don't let it get to you!
But has already consumed me. I was too easy this time.
I allowed it.
Asshole!
That's what you are! An Asshole!
Breathing. Breathing is good. Let out all emotions.
Bottling.....
No no no let it go! Let flow out upon your keys......
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
You stopped. You stopped and I don't know why. I miss you and I hate you all the same.
YOU, you sicken me! Eying everything. Touching everything. I would spit on you if I had the courage.
You, I love you, you have done me no harm, but I have wronged you a thousand fold! I deserve punishment, not you.
Am I ugly to you?
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Words flowing like daggers, yet tastes so good like milk and honey!
Where is all of this malice coming from? What being has possessed me to become this way?
Vindication? Victory?
All for nothing......
Calming down...
Letting go.
Very sleepy.....
There are things in my life, I keep to myself. If people knew the truth, they would be angry as well.
Sins from the past catches up, while Sins of the future awaits.....
(Edit: The Many sides of Kenneth L. Waters, Jr. Every side is angry at the other.)