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through the wire 5 teaser/preview im pretty sure this is isn't done god i wish i could show someone this.....
Chapter 5 Time To Get Serious
It rings once, twice…
I ran over to the phone."Hi"
"Hey, how are you, even though we spoke like two minutes ago?"
"I don't care I missed you!"
"I missed you too." I smile, "I'm a mess right now though babe, my box of tissues ran out, and I'm kinda sticky from our last conversation."
"Uh oh"I giggled.
"Uh huh." I reply. "So then, about this band. You still want me?"
"Of course"
"Good, cause then I can leave this job. I really don't like it. Hey, I know it's late, but would you like to come over and stay the night? I know it's kind of soon but I'd love to spend more time with you."
"I'll be over soon!"
"Great! You still able to stay on the phone while getting here?" I stand up walking over to the bathroom to clean myself off.
"Should be able to, everyone is at parties and other things"
"Good." I walk back out into the living room, neatening things up awaiting the arrival of Ryan. "I'm sorry my place isn't great. It looks a mess but even when it's clean and tidy it still looks a mess."
"That's fine my car is a peace of crap"
"I don't know how you can compare a car to a shitty apartment, but yeah…"
"I try....?"
"You try what?"
"I don't know!" I giggled.
"My god that giggle just killed me." I sigh, "Did I just say that out loud?"
"Yes"I start my piece of shit car and giggle.
"Oops. Sorry" I blush. "And stop giggling, I'm gona end up getting off before you even get here"
"Oh good because hearing you talk like that does woners to me"
"Uh huh, well I'd do more than wonders to you if I were in that car with you, you'd be so distracted you'd have to pull over."
"Oh really?" I ask turning onto his street
"Yeah, you have no idea babe. Are you nearly here?"
"I am here now"
"Good, I miss you." I run to the door pulling it open to meet Ryan before hanging up the phone.
I hang up my phone, shut off my car and run over to meet Brendon. I scoop him up into my arms and place my lips against his.
Kissing back with much need, my hands reach out to grab his ass, pulling him closer to me.
I wrap my arms around his neck and probe my tongue into his mouth.
I suck on his tongue, before massaging it with my own, pulling him inside my apartment.
"Mmmm"I moan into his mouth.
The vibrations of his moan go straight down to my cock, what? I can't help it that I'm a horny little bugger
I pull away gently. "Brendon...?"
"Yeah?"
"Now that you're in the band....do you want to be my boyfriend?"
"Are you sure? I mean its not that I don't want to, but I mean, god Ry I do, I really do, but I'd like to get to know you more." I pull away from him ad sit down, patting the seat next to me.
It's not that I don't want to, but I'm just no good with the whole idea of a relationship.
I sit down next to him,was that fear in his eyes?
I reach up, brining my hand to his face, leaving it there, softly rubbing my thumb against his smooth cheek.
I smile I loved his touch.
"How about a movie?" I ask breaking the silence.
"Sure" I grin.
Pulling myself away from Ry, I crawl over towards the TV ad flicking through my small DVD selection giving him a view of my huge ass.
I whistle."Nice ass!"
Blushing, I sit up a DVD in each hand trying to act as though I never heard his comment (the blush clearly not helping). "Brokeback Mountain or The Grudge?"
"brokeback mountain!" I clap
I laugh at how child like Ry looks before putting the DVD in the player and moving to sit back next to him, pulling him to lean on me, just wanting some reassurance that he's there.
I put my arms around his waist leaning my head against his chest.
I ignore the movie, my eyes watching how different Ryan looks with different lights shining on his face, and how content I am to just be sitting here, instead of being up in my room.
I sigh contently. I've never felt like this before.
"Ry?" I ask, shuffling a bit so that he can sit up and look at me.
"Yes?"
"Ry, I'm sorry if you felt like I was coming onto you on the phone, and then when you get here I'm being all cold." I begin. "I just scared," I mutter.
"You're not being cold at all.What are you scared of?"
"Getting hurt. Ry, I chose to do this job for a reason. But then I met you. And everything changed."
"I'm sorry babe"
"Oh god Ry, don't be sorry. I'm glad it happened, but it's just… complicated."
"I have to be sorry,it's part of the love process"
"You're too good for me."
"No, no I'm not"
"You are. You just don't realise it. I'm nothing special; I'm a worthless nothing who gets guys off because I need the money to pay for this apartment. I have no real family and no one to talk to. Well I didn't but then you came along. Ry you could do with so much better."
"No,even if I could, I wouldn't want to"
"You're just saying that." I look down at the floor, feeling ashamed in myself. I want to open up to him, but I'm scared to. I know he's just going to walk away from me.
I wrap my arms sercurley around him."No I mean it, from the bottom of my heart and the depths of my soul"
"Ryan, I want to tell you everything, from the beginning. I want to be open with you. But I'm scared you'll throw me away."
"Never Brendon"
"I've not always been like this y'know. I used to be such a good kid. I was raised a Mormon and I grew up loving my life, when I reached thirteen things changed.
I found myself attracted to men, my dad caught me checking a guy out, and vowed to stop me from becoming a 'faggot'. He'd hit me a couple of times, trying to beat it out of me.
By the time I reached fourteen, he realised it hadn't worked and he'd try the shock tactic to get me into liking women. It was then he decided to rape me.
It hurt, just like he wanted it to. He wanted me to hate it so much that I'd vow never to allow a boy to do it to me again.
It never worked, it just made me want to keep away from my dad.
Three weeks later and I was living on the streets.
I found a hostel to stay in, I lied about my age and they let me stay, they weren't bothered, they just wanted money in their pockets.
It was then I found my job, it paid enough for me to pay my rent and save enough to move out into a more comfortable place.
I moved here and now all my money is spent on paying rent, bills and buying food.
Ryan when I met you I didn't expect things to go like they did. I didn't expect that on your first meeting I'd want to feel you inside me.
:I never realised I'd fall in love" I take a breath and try to focus on anything but Ryan.
"Brendon...I...wow"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to sound so emo."
"No I know how you feel. I was raised a Christian boy and I to was beaten for liking guys"
"You were?"
"Yes"
: "I'm sorry I had no idea."
"It's ok"
I kiss him, not knowing what else to say.
I close my eyes and enjoy our sweet kiss.
Wanting to keep the kiss simple, I pull away and begin to just peck his lips.
I smile and return his small kisses.
"I don't know where I'd be without you." I sigh moving my head so it rests on his chest, my arms wrapping around his waist.
"I would be no where without you"I sigh holding him.
"I want to stay like this, just us, like nothing else matters."
"Nothing else does matter to me"
"Ry, I want to start a life with you, I know before I said no, but I would like to be your boyfriend now you know about me. That is of course if you'll still have me."
"Of course I will"
I smile looking up at him, my mouth reaching his for a soft, lazy, loving kiss
I lean in the rest of the way connecting our lips.
I moan into his mouth without meaning to, but he feels so good against my lips.
I smile against his lips holding him tightly.
I feel so small against him, it's strange having someone there to look after me and love me
I pull away and look at him."I love you"
"I know, I love you."
Wow he loves me too."Brendon I'm speachless"
"I mean it Ry, I love you, and I'm gona tell you every day. You mean so much to me."
"You're my world"
I smile, sitting back down and pulling him on my knee.
"I'm not to heavy am I?"
"Are you kidding me?" I ask, "You're as thin as a twig, you weigh nothing babe."
"I try"I blush
I laugh, running my hands up and down his sides.
"Oh don't do that"
"Why not?"
"It's a turn on"
"It's a what babe?" I ask innocently.
"Brendon...."
"Uh huh?" I mutter into his t-shirt.
"You know what"
"What do I know?" I carry on my actions of running my hands down his sides, my hand slipping underneath his shirt.
"What a turn on is"
"Is that when, you find that you want to sleep with me? Like share a bed?" I grin.
I smile back."Brendon don't get me wrong I love you more than the world but.."
"But what?"
I put my voice in s soft whisper in his ear,"I need you"
:"No you don't. Little, well I should say BIIIG RyRy needs me. You want me."
"No little ryry wants you, I love you"
"Well I love you, and I'm sure you can feel how much I want you." I smile grinding into him.
"Ooh yes I can"I smirk grinding back.
I throw my head back and allow my eyes to shut.
"I love you baby,I need you..."
"I…I want you must as much."
"Oh do you?"
"Y-yes"
I smirk nipping at his neck with my teeth.
"Feels so good." I mutter moving my head so he has better access to my skin.
I pull away to pull off his shirt.
I blush feeling quite exposed as my shirt is thrown across the room. It's funny really I mean we had sex yesterday.
I kiss his chest lovingly whilst feeling him up with my hands.
My mind goes blank. My brains seem to have moved from my head to my cock, which seems to be doing a fine job of thinking for itself.
I smirk and unbutton his jeans sliding them down his legs.
Holy cow. This feels good. Although I do feel bad. I mean he is fully clothed.
Reaching over to him I head to the buttons of his shirt.
I smile again, "I love you"
I'm never going to get tired of hearing those words leave his lips.
"I love you more."
"nU UH"
"uh huh." I reply leaning closer to him, lips meeting his in a kiss.
I slide his boxers down, smiling into the kiss.
I try to ignore the lack of boxers and deepen the kiss.
I put my hand on the back of his head puling him closer.
I moan, moving my hands up to fist into his hair.
"Brendon" I moan as I pull away."Fuck me..."
"Are you sure?" I ask, making sure I heard him correctly.
"Yes...I need you"
I take his hand motioning that we should take this to my room.
I follow him anxiously.
I lead him to my room, and once the door is shut, he's pinned up against it my lips immediately attacking his neck.
"Oh fuck yes Brendon"
"You like that?"
"Yes I do"
I fumble with the buttons on his shirt before completely removing the item, exposing more of his skin for me to attack and claim as my own.
"Mmm make me yours Brendon I wanna be yours forever..."
My hands travel lower, until I reach his tented jeans, squeezing him gently against the rough denim material.
"Oh god" I moaned bucking my hips against his hand.
Teasingly unzipping his jeans, I push them down his legs, leaving them in a pool at his feet.
"You're such a tease" I smile leaning in for a kiss
"Oh you love it."
"Simply because I love you" I say in all sincerity.
"I love you too, now less talking." I laugh attaching my lips to his, dragging him over to the bed.
I willingly followed him and never broke our sweet kiss.
I really didn't want to be the dominant one tonight. I wanted to watch Ry as he himself pushed my cock onto his spot.
I lay myself down, pulling him on top of me.
I smiled down at him happidly. "Sure make me in charge"
"I want you to know, that you made yourself happy, in the way that you want."
"I love you" I sigh stroking his hair.
I smile. "I love you"
"You sure you're ready for this"
"I'm ready for anything babe." I respond, my hand snaking over his exposed hardened member.
I smile at him and moan slightly lowering myself onto his hardened member.
myfavouriteliarx: I arch my back up, pushing myself into him deeper as I throw my head back, my lips forming incoherent words.
I gasp feeling him so deep inside of me. But this alone wasn't enough to satisfy me. I wanted more, no I needed more. I start moving myself up and down his shaft.
I force myself to look at him, even though I can't keep my eyes open, I want to see his reaction as he hits that spot. I want to see his mouth open in shock.
My eyes shoot open as his cock hits my prostate. My mouth opens to say something but no words come out.
"That's it." I moan. "God Ry, you're so tight."
"You're so hard"I gasp.
I note that Ry begins to slow down from exhaustion, so I flip us over, pushing myself deeper
"Oh god...."I moan thrusting my hips up.
"Touch yourself." I gasp, my hands turning white against his hips.
I nod lowering my hand down and began to stroke my aching member.
I was surprised to find myself growing harder watching him touch himself. I was close
"You're close aren't you babe?" I moan increasing my strokeing pace.
I nod, feeling the tightening signal.
I can't hold back anymore.I release into my hand and onto his chest and stomach.
Seeing him let go sends me over the edge, filling him with hot spurts of my seed.
"Did you mean it when you said you loved me?"
"Yes I did"
Chapter 5 Time To Get Serious
It rings once, twice…
I ran over to the phone."Hi"
"Hey, how are you, even though we spoke like two minutes ago?"
"I don't care I missed you!"
"I missed you too." I smile, "I'm a mess right now though babe, my box of tissues ran out, and I'm kinda sticky from our last conversation."
"Uh oh"I giggled.
"Uh huh." I reply. "So then, about this band. You still want me?"
"Of course"
"Good, cause then I can leave this job. I really don't like it. Hey, I know it's late, but would you like to come over and stay the night? I know it's kind of soon but I'd love to spend more time with you."
"I'll be over soon!"
"Great! You still able to stay on the phone while getting here?" I stand up walking over to the bathroom to clean myself off.
"Should be able to, everyone is at parties and other things"
"Good." I walk back out into the living room, neatening things up awaiting the arrival of Ryan. "I'm sorry my place isn't great. It looks a mess but even when it's clean and tidy it still looks a mess."
"That's fine my car is a peace of crap"
"I don't know how you can compare a car to a shitty apartment, but yeah…"
"I try....?"
"You try what?"
"I don't know!" I giggled.
"My god that giggle just killed me." I sigh, "Did I just say that out loud?"
"Yes"I start my piece of shit car and giggle.
"Oops. Sorry" I blush. "And stop giggling, I'm gona end up getting off before you even get here"
"Oh good because hearing you talk like that does woners to me"
"Uh huh, well I'd do more than wonders to you if I were in that car with you, you'd be so distracted you'd have to pull over."
"Oh really?" I ask turning onto his street
"Yeah, you have no idea babe. Are you nearly here?"
"I am here now"
"Good, I miss you." I run to the door pulling it open to meet Ryan before hanging up the phone.
I hang up my phone, shut off my car and run over to meet Brendon. I scoop him up into my arms and place my lips against his.
Kissing back with much need, my hands reach out to grab his ass, pulling him closer to me.
I wrap my arms around his neck and probe my tongue into his mouth.
I suck on his tongue, before massaging it with my own, pulling him inside my apartment.
"Mmmm"I moan into his mouth.
The vibrations of his moan go straight down to my cock, what? I can't help it that I'm a horny little bugger
I pull away gently. "Brendon...?"
"Yeah?"
"Now that you're in the band....do you want to be my boyfriend?"
"Are you sure? I mean its not that I don't want to, but I mean, god Ry I do, I really do, but I'd like to get to know you more." I pull away from him ad sit down, patting the seat next to me.
It's not that I don't want to, but I'm just no good with the whole idea of a relationship.
I sit down next to him,was that fear in his eyes?
I reach up, brining my hand to his face, leaving it there, softly rubbing my thumb against his smooth cheek.
I smile I loved his touch.
"How about a movie?" I ask breaking the silence.
"Sure" I grin.
Pulling myself away from Ry, I crawl over towards the TV ad flicking through my small DVD selection giving him a view of my huge ass.
I whistle."Nice ass!"
Blushing, I sit up a DVD in each hand trying to act as though I never heard his comment (the blush clearly not helping). "Brokeback Mountain or The Grudge?"
"brokeback mountain!" I clap
I laugh at how child like Ry looks before putting the DVD in the player and moving to sit back next to him, pulling him to lean on me, just wanting some reassurance that he's there.
I put my arms around his waist leaning my head against his chest.
I ignore the movie, my eyes watching how different Ryan looks with different lights shining on his face, and how content I am to just be sitting here, instead of being up in my room.
I sigh contently. I've never felt like this before.
"Ry?" I ask, shuffling a bit so that he can sit up and look at me.
"Yes?"
"Ry, I'm sorry if you felt like I was coming onto you on the phone, and then when you get here I'm being all cold." I begin. "I just scared," I mutter.
"You're not being cold at all.What are you scared of?"
"Getting hurt. Ry, I chose to do this job for a reason. But then I met you. And everything changed."
"I'm sorry babe"
"Oh god Ry, don't be sorry. I'm glad it happened, but it's just… complicated."
"I have to be sorry,it's part of the love process"
"You're too good for me."
"No, no I'm not"
"You are. You just don't realise it. I'm nothing special; I'm a worthless nothing who gets guys off because I need the money to pay for this apartment. I have no real family and no one to talk to. Well I didn't but then you came along. Ry you could do with so much better."
"No,even if I could, I wouldn't want to"
"You're just saying that." I look down at the floor, feeling ashamed in myself. I want to open up to him, but I'm scared to. I know he's just going to walk away from me.
I wrap my arms sercurley around him."No I mean it, from the bottom of my heart and the depths of my soul"
"Ryan, I want to tell you everything, from the beginning. I want to be open with you. But I'm scared you'll throw me away."
"Never Brendon"
"I've not always been like this y'know. I used to be such a good kid. I was raised a Mormon and I grew up loving my life, when I reached thirteen things changed.
I found myself attracted to men, my dad caught me checking a guy out, and vowed to stop me from becoming a 'faggot'. He'd hit me a couple of times, trying to beat it out of me.
By the time I reached fourteen, he realised it hadn't worked and he'd try the shock tactic to get me into liking women. It was then he decided to rape me.
It hurt, just like he wanted it to. He wanted me to hate it so much that I'd vow never to allow a boy to do it to me again.
It never worked, it just made me want to keep away from my dad.
Three weeks later and I was living on the streets.
I found a hostel to stay in, I lied about my age and they let me stay, they weren't bothered, they just wanted money in their pockets.
It was then I found my job, it paid enough for me to pay my rent and save enough to move out into a more comfortable place.
I moved here and now all my money is spent on paying rent, bills and buying food.
Ryan when I met you I didn't expect things to go like they did. I didn't expect that on your first meeting I'd want to feel you inside me.
:I never realised I'd fall in love" I take a breath and try to focus on anything but Ryan.
"Brendon...I...wow"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to sound so emo."
"No I know how you feel. I was raised a Christian boy and I to was beaten for liking guys"
"You were?"
"Yes"
: "I'm sorry I had no idea."
"It's ok"
I kiss him, not knowing what else to say.
I close my eyes and enjoy our sweet kiss.
Wanting to keep the kiss simple, I pull away and begin to just peck his lips.
I smile and return his small kisses.
"I don't know where I'd be without you." I sigh moving my head so it rests on his chest, my arms wrapping around his waist.
"I would be no where without you"I sigh holding him.
"I want to stay like this, just us, like nothing else matters."
"Nothing else does matter to me"
"Ry, I want to start a life with you, I know before I said no, but I would like to be your boyfriend now you know about me. That is of course if you'll still have me."
"Of course I will"
I smile looking up at him, my mouth reaching his for a soft, lazy, loving kiss
I lean in the rest of the way connecting our lips.
I moan into his mouth without meaning to, but he feels so good against my lips.
I smile against his lips holding him tightly.
I feel so small against him, it's strange having someone there to look after me and love me
I pull away and look at him."I love you"
"I know, I love you."
Wow he loves me too."Brendon I'm speachless"
"I mean it Ry, I love you, and I'm gona tell you every day. You mean so much to me."
"You're my world"
I smile, sitting back down and pulling him on my knee.
"I'm not to heavy am I?"
"Are you kidding me?" I ask, "You're as thin as a twig, you weigh nothing babe."
"I try"I blush
I laugh, running my hands up and down his sides.
"Oh don't do that"
"Why not?"
"It's a turn on"
"It's a what babe?" I ask innocently.
"Brendon...."
"Uh huh?" I mutter into his t-shirt.
"You know what"
"What do I know?" I carry on my actions of running my hands down his sides, my hand slipping underneath his shirt.
"What a turn on is"
"Is that when, you find that you want to sleep with me? Like share a bed?" I grin.
I smile back."Brendon don't get me wrong I love you more than the world but.."
"But what?"
I put my voice in s soft whisper in his ear,"I need you"
:"No you don't. Little, well I should say BIIIG RyRy needs me. You want me."
"No little ryry wants you, I love you"
"Well I love you, and I'm sure you can feel how much I want you." I smile grinding into him.
"Ooh yes I can"I smirk grinding back.
I throw my head back and allow my eyes to shut.
"I love you baby,I need you..."
"I…I want you must as much."
"Oh do you?"
"Y-yes"
I smirk nipping at his neck with my teeth.
"Feels so good." I mutter moving my head so he has better access to my skin.
I pull away to pull off his shirt.
I blush feeling quite exposed as my shirt is thrown across the room. It's funny really I mean we had sex yesterday.
I kiss his chest lovingly whilst feeling him up with my hands.
My mind goes blank. My brains seem to have moved from my head to my cock, which seems to be doing a fine job of thinking for itself.
I smirk and unbutton his jeans sliding them down his legs.
Holy cow. This feels good. Although I do feel bad. I mean he is fully clothed.
Reaching over to him I head to the buttons of his shirt.
I smile again, "I love you"
I'm never going to get tired of hearing those words leave his lips.
"I love you more."
"nU UH"
"uh huh." I reply leaning closer to him, lips meeting his in a kiss.
I slide his boxers down, smiling into the kiss.
I try to ignore the lack of boxers and deepen the kiss.
I put my hand on the back of his head puling him closer.
I moan, moving my hands up to fist into his hair.
"Brendon" I moan as I pull away."Fuck me..."
"Are you sure?" I ask, making sure I heard him correctly.
"Yes...I need you"
I take his hand motioning that we should take this to my room.
I follow him anxiously.
I lead him to my room, and once the door is shut, he's pinned up against it my lips immediately attacking his neck.
"Oh fuck yes Brendon"
"You like that?"
"Yes I do"
I fumble with the buttons on his shirt before completely removing the item, exposing more of his skin for me to attack and claim as my own.
"Mmm make me yours Brendon I wanna be yours forever..."
My hands travel lower, until I reach his tented jeans, squeezing him gently against the rough denim material.
"Oh god" I moaned bucking my hips against his hand.
Teasingly unzipping his jeans, I push them down his legs, leaving them in a pool at his feet.
"You're such a tease" I smile leaning in for a kiss
"Oh you love it."
"Simply because I love you" I say in all sincerity.
"I love you too, now less talking." I laugh attaching my lips to his, dragging him over to the bed.
I willingly followed him and never broke our sweet kiss.
I really didn't want to be the dominant one tonight. I wanted to watch Ry as he himself pushed my cock onto his spot.
I lay myself down, pulling him on top of me.
I smiled down at him happidly. "Sure make me in charge"
"I want you to know, that you made yourself happy, in the way that you want."
"I love you" I sigh stroking his hair.
I smile. "I love you"
"You sure you're ready for this"
"I'm ready for anything babe." I respond, my hand snaking over his exposed hardened member.
I smile at him and moan slightly lowering myself onto his hardened member.
myfavouriteliarx: I arch my back up, pushing myself into him deeper as I throw my head back, my lips forming incoherent words.
I gasp feeling him so deep inside of me. But this alone wasn't enough to satisfy me. I wanted more, no I needed more. I start moving myself up and down his shaft.
I force myself to look at him, even though I can't keep my eyes open, I want to see his reaction as he hits that spot. I want to see his mouth open in shock.
My eyes shoot open as his cock hits my prostate. My mouth opens to say something but no words come out.
"That's it." I moan. "God Ry, you're so tight."
"You're so hard"I gasp.
I note that Ry begins to slow down from exhaustion, so I flip us over, pushing myself deeper
"Oh god...."I moan thrusting my hips up.
"Touch yourself." I gasp, my hands turning white against his hips.
I nod lowering my hand down and began to stroke my aching member.
I was surprised to find myself growing harder watching him touch himself. I was close
"You're close aren't you babe?" I moan increasing my strokeing pace.
I nod, feeling the tightening signal.
I can't hold back anymore.I release into my hand and onto his chest and stomach.
Seeing him let go sends me over the edge, filling him with hot spurts of my seed.
"Did you mean it when you said you loved me?"
"Yes I did"