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[gcmestmeup]

I've been so fucking nostalgic recently and I don't know why. Every five minutes I feel like breaking down into tears. And half the time I can't hold it in. Every little thing has a huge impact on how I'm feeling, despite how minute it is. Every thing makes me so completely miserable to the point where I just want to crawl into a hold and forget everything around me. There are so few things at this point that are making me genuinely happy that they can't counter the upset feelings anymore. For example, I had plans for Mike to come over today after school. He just called me from his house telling, me that he can't because he's sick. And now I'm about to burst into tears inexplicably. I hate this. I can't take it anymore. I'm so emo it hurts.

It's also hot in here which is making me extremely uncomfortable.

All this nostalgia recently is leading me down into yet another period of depression. Fucking peachy.

I'm done.