Sweet misery..
I've been patiently awaiting the phone call telling me JJ has made it home...and yet..I still haven't got one. I'm kinda worried, but, I don't wanna call because what if he's home and just doesn't want to speak to me after the fight we got into the other night? I'm scared. I don't know what to do. So, I guess I'll be the typical girl and wait around for the phone to ring. Actually, I don't have to wait here because I have a cell phone :) But, you know what I mean.
I don't know what to do anymore. I let my mouth get me into trouble. I say things that I should just hold back because they do nothing but start drama. Even though I thought it would be better for me to express my feelings, and let people know how I am feeling and whatnot, it only made things worse. FOR ME. It suddenly made me the bad guy, when in reality, I did nothing wrong. Why is that? I don't understand it. I guess that's pretty much what JJ and I are fighting over. I don't exactly remember, I was a little out of it being that he called at like 2:30am. I just need to get my priorities straight and my life under control. God knows how hard that will be for me to do.
All in all, I can only say one thing...
You can't help who you fall in love with.
I don't know what to do anymore. I let my mouth get me into trouble. I say things that I should just hold back because they do nothing but start drama. Even though I thought it would be better for me to express my feelings, and let people know how I am feeling and whatnot, it only made things worse. FOR ME. It suddenly made me the bad guy, when in reality, I did nothing wrong. Why is that? I don't understand it. I guess that's pretty much what JJ and I are fighting over. I don't exactly remember, I was a little out of it being that he called at like 2:30am. I just need to get my priorities straight and my life under control. God knows how hard that will be for me to do.
All in all, I can only say one thing...
You can't help who you fall in love with.