He paints me blue.
I don't have good days anymore. I have grey days and okay days. Today was a grey day.
I wish I could click my heels and go back to this time last year.
Time is going by too fast. I'm stuck in this transition faze between highschool and college. I want it to end. And most importantly, I want you to see what is going on. I stayed up thursday night to talk to you. Cause I fucking care about you and don't want you to kill yourself. Think about how I feel for once. I do so much for you. Why can't you do something for me...why can't you try?
This is becoming some kind of rant I know. But I'm being honest. I don't know how to say everything I feel right now. I get so tired of talking that just sometimes no words can come out.
All I want is for things to be better. To find that good feeling I had a year ago.
I wish I could click my heels and go back to this time last year.
Time is going by too fast. I'm stuck in this transition faze between highschool and college. I want it to end. And most importantly, I want you to see what is going on. I stayed up thursday night to talk to you. Cause I fucking care about you and don't want you to kill yourself. Think about how I feel for once. I do so much for you. Why can't you do something for me...why can't you try?
This is becoming some kind of rant I know. But I'm being honest. I don't know how to say everything I feel right now. I get so tired of talking that just sometimes no words can come out.
All I want is for things to be better. To find that good feeling I had a year ago.