once more, with feeling
Well, it would appear that since I stopped my initial project I seem to be unable to get back into the habit of writing. So I'm going to start again. No more week-long gaps or bullshit like that. Something will be written every day. Hopefully that will also help to draw myself out of this depression I seem to have slipped into. I've lost interest in just about everything lately, even music. I drive in silence these days. Although, I will admit it's pretty refreshing to actually be able to clear my head and think for a change. I find myself not caring about anything going on around me, completely disconnected from the world. Things aren't getting done around the house, my social life is suffering, and it seems I just couldn't care less. I think I'm lost and don't know how to find my way.
The only solution to all the financial problems I have lately is moving back home. And I'm too much of a stubborn ass to admit defeat and go back. My car needs a lot of work right now, I need to start saving up for a house, and I'm pretty sure that I'm going to need some major oral surgery fairly quick. I guess sacrificing my happiness for $800 a month isn't all that bad...not like I'm happy right now anyway.
You know when you're a kid and your parents forget to do something or go somewhere with you? You know when that happens for 29 years? Yeah...
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN ANYTHING FOR MY BOOK IN ALMOST TWO MONTHS AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT.
The only solution to all the financial problems I have lately is moving back home. And I'm too much of a stubborn ass to admit defeat and go back. My car needs a lot of work right now, I need to start saving up for a house, and I'm pretty sure that I'm going to need some major oral surgery fairly quick. I guess sacrificing my happiness for $800 a month isn't all that bad...not like I'm happy right now anyway.
You know when you're a kid and your parents forget to do something or go somewhere with you? You know when that happens for 29 years? Yeah...
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN ANYTHING FOR MY BOOK IN ALMOST TWO MONTHS AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT.