I'll never be with you...you're beautiful.
This week sucked. Even minus my 'heart attack'. Ugh. I hate everything. What else is new?
I need to find myself a guy who is a dork. Who sings me songs on his guitar. Who holds the doors open for me because that's the sweet thing to do. Who will stay on the phone with me until they fall asleep. Who just comes over and suprises me and doesn't care that I look crappy. Who I can talk to about anything and everything. Who holds my hand when his friends are around and kisses me on the forehead. Who is happy laying around my house or his house all day watching movies. And who knows that I don't want anything other than him being there.
Oh my god..sometimes you don't realize something until you write it and see it. That one already got messed up.
Sweethearts is tomorrow. I wish I were going. I am not even the least bit optimistic for prom. It's a shame, sometimes it's fun to get dressed up. When I get that new face I've been asking for and lose those 20lbs then maybe we'll see..
I need to find myself a guy who is a dork. Who sings me songs on his guitar. Who holds the doors open for me because that's the sweet thing to do. Who will stay on the phone with me until they fall asleep. Who just comes over and suprises me and doesn't care that I look crappy. Who I can talk to about anything and everything. Who holds my hand when his friends are around and kisses me on the forehead. Who is happy laying around my house or his house all day watching movies. And who knows that I don't want anything other than him being there.
Oh my god..sometimes you don't realize something until you write it and see it. That one already got messed up.
Sweethearts is tomorrow. I wish I were going. I am not even the least bit optimistic for prom. It's a shame, sometimes it's fun to get dressed up. When I get that new face I've been asking for and lose those 20lbs then maybe we'll see..