Recent Events
Well after my last entry of self expression Ive realized alot of things. No matter what, the past is always there to bite you in the ass, standing up for somethings is not always the best decision based on said past, and that dispite people being shitty for a long period of time, they too become vulnerable. But the thing is are you the better person for being there to pick them up? Id like to think so. Example, Danielle right now. Done alot of things to me that I wasnt to fond of. But shes going through a rough patch right now that having someone call and just talk for a few minutes, to help reassure that that person isnt in complete distain with them goes a long way. Like I called her and talked about her music teacher Valerie who recently passed away (god rest her soul) and her recent medical trauma with her pains and sicknesses. Just a phone call picked her up for a few minutes. Maybe I got a little over zealous when I tryed to help fix the Danielle/Sam issue but then again, I usually try and put my hands in everything anyways. Sometimes it helps. And sometimes it was a bad idea. This time, It was a bad idea, but then again, I can admit that. I think that talking to Sonia last night really helped me understand alot of things. I dont dislike her (Danielle) but I was hurt. Its not a hatred, but more of a dissapointment. I think I can live with that though. Letting it all go as a dissapointment and trying to move on. She seems like shes apologetic right now but then again Ive seen it before and it wasnt ment for me this time. Feel free to comment, I messed up again but I know to look for it the next time.