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I really don't deserve to be treated the way I have been treated by you. I let people get the best of me to often then not. And I'm not being fair to myself. I torture myself with letting you treat me like shit time and time again. I constantly shrug it off and keep making up excuses for why your worth me caring about you. But your not worth it. You knock me down..then you gently pick me back up, but only for you to knock me down even harder again. and now I'm getting too weak to do this anymore. I should be happy when I'm around you, and don't get me wrong. You make me laugh, you make me smile..but you shouldn't make me cry. Now I think its about time I start standing up for myself. I'm not some doll you can drag alongside you for your convenience. I'm a smart girl and I know exactly the type of boy you are. I've been down this road once before and I'm not going down it again. I'll be happier alone then I'd ever be with you. And I'm not sorry. I deserve better.
PS- You suck.
PS- You suck.