SAD SAD SAD!!!!

[gcbabyg4life13]

Ugh yesterday was a baaaaaad day!!!!!!!!! I cried, alot. Kevin decided not to move down to Cali, instead he wants to go to Oaklahoma. :'(. This sucks so bad, just when I thought I would be able to see him, BAM! Everything changes. Now I probably won't be able to see him for like 4 years, maybe even longer because by the time he is out of college I will probably want to go to college myself. I mean he is moving down here to Cali, but to Santa Monica so he can finish up his modelling or something. Man I just hope we will be able to make it through all these obstacles I really feel like I could spend the rest of my life with him. Then we would be like Kevin and Ziggy 'cuz I know they want to marry each other(and did but it was only virtually ha)Ugh maybe he could come down and see me one summer or something...man I am all depressed and stuff. Grrrr...Anna said maybe he will surprise me and end up coming up here, but even though I wish that would happen s0o0o0o0o bad I really don't think it will. Wow I am whining alot. I just really really hope we stay together s0o0o0o0o badly! First guy I have actually been in love with, and he's like the best thing that has happened to me.*sigh* I mean he did say it would be nice to marry me someday, so hopefully he will mean it forever. ^_^ Well anywayzz I have complained enough. Bye bye all. Luv yaz...
Espy

PxS-I LOVE YOU S0o0o0o0o0o0o MUCH KEVIN! YOU Don't EVEN KNO!