Hmm
I have not posted in quite a while.. but that's how this thing is for me.
College was college and now I'm here back home and things have been pretty good so far. I went through a couple of days (right before Christmas) where I was really really really upset, angry, and depressed. I guess because I hadn't seen my friends a lot yet.
Since then many good times have been had with friends and family... almost too much for one break, it's just incredible to think how awesome it's been.
There was a little bit of depression a couple of nights, imparted by women, but that's just a thing that happens and I have no power over it. An awkward thing occurred and certain demons have now been exorcised for good... hopefully. Just stay away... please.
The one concrete thing about this break for me has been the sheer awesomeness of my friends. They are completely awesome and I'm really lucky to have them. Because not a lot of people have friends that are this cool. To me anyway. And that's what's important. Yeah.
Girls hmmmm. I guess I'll just keep living my life and whatever happens happens. Tonight I was stricken with the desire to love someone and be there for them and sacrifice my entire life for their well-being, like I have in the past. That just never seems to work out in the end though.. But I'd still love to. I think. Hmm.
just going to live my lifeeee
College was college and now I'm here back home and things have been pretty good so far. I went through a couple of days (right before Christmas) where I was really really really upset, angry, and depressed. I guess because I hadn't seen my friends a lot yet.
Since then many good times have been had with friends and family... almost too much for one break, it's just incredible to think how awesome it's been.
There was a little bit of depression a couple of nights, imparted by women, but that's just a thing that happens and I have no power over it. An awkward thing occurred and certain demons have now been exorcised for good... hopefully. Just stay away... please.
The one concrete thing about this break for me has been the sheer awesomeness of my friends. They are completely awesome and I'm really lucky to have them. Because not a lot of people have friends that are this cool. To me anyway. And that's what's important. Yeah.
Girls hmmmm. I guess I'll just keep living my life and whatever happens happens. Tonight I was stricken with the desire to love someone and be there for them and sacrifice my entire life for their well-being, like I have in the past. That just never seems to work out in the end though.. But I'd still love to. I think. Hmm.
just going to live my lifeeee