Apr 07, 2005 19:03
hey. so despite what many think, i am not ghetto, or "gangster". i was joking when i said fiddy cent. i dont listen to him, nore do i spell "fifty" like "f-i-d-d-y". i am normal, (hahaha) and one might say a bit preppy? i dont know. i hate labels. anyway, i want to make this post friends only cause im gonna talk about some private stuff, but im retarded and i cant figure out how to do it. i just hope that she doesn't read this.
anyway, i'm pretty upset with my current "girl-sitation". my girlfriend (for those who dont know me) is nicky. and i feel so bad about saying this but she is a slut. i know she hooks up with other guys at parties and everything, but i cant break up with her. she makes me feel good when im with her. i mean, she's hot. i know that. everyone knows that. im not staying with her because she's hot. im with her because every fucking time i look into her eyes i can't break up with her. she has this way of drawing you in and holding there. i almost feel suffocated. all my friends tell me i should hook up with other girls if she hooks up with other guys, but i cant do it. two wrongs dont make a right. corny, and true.
anyway enough about me and my life. it makes me sick how egocentric this entry is. i have math homework. hah, more about me. im bored with myself. i want a girlfriend who understands me.
oh, and by the way, the joke club is a bit of a joke. my mom made me join it cause she wanted me to have a "hobbie". so tay, shut the fuck up.. ahhaha.
i have joke club meeting with kt and this girl momo is visiting this saturday. fun.
alright, im out.
-george