oh joy!
Okay, so I feel really empty right now. I just wish that I could dissappear for a while, because I hate the way the world works. I am extremely sad and I can't cry. Every once and a while my eyes start tearing up, and that it. Then I feel really sad because I can't cry, but I feel a little bit better until I remember why I am so sad in the first place. A whole lot of shit is going on at the moment and I want it all to just go away. I dodn't want to think about anything. I need more time and I don't have any. My Nana is really bad, bad news. My Grandad doesn't even remember my mom, how will he know who I am? Worse. Goo, they are going to live in Brantford, so I can visit them and we can keep an eye on my grandad. Bad news, I am still failing my clases, even though my life got turned around. Good news, I want to be a director/movie producer when I grow up, bad news, I am failing life! Good news, I have been with KcK for 2 months now, bad news, I want to go home. Good news, I got to play with and cuddle with my kitty last night, bad news I want to right now but I'm leaving in 5 minutes. Good news, hell this is NOT good news, bad news Christmas is comming.
I don't feel like talking to anyone at all right now. But we are going Christmas shopping. I want to go to bed and die, maybe. I suck. Bye.
I don't feel like talking to anyone at all right now. But we are going Christmas shopping. I want to go to bed and die, maybe. I suck. Bye.