Heh, can I fucking cry now; or is that too much too fucking ask?
I've decided that for one day, I'm not going to fucking care about my friends. I'm going to cry. I'm sick of being depressed beyond all belief like I have been but having to take care of myself, thus bringing me farther down mentally and such. I know this can't be healthy, and though Ilove being there for my friends no one's there for ME. they all say they are, but when I try to explain what's going on half the time they ignore me. Is it because my problems are more then petty school drama? I believe so, and it hurts deeply. And I don't care how many "you know im here for you" comments I get after this. Talking is one thing my dears, but ACTING upon your WORDS is another. Which no one does.
At the moment I wish everyone could be happy, but that ain't going to happen anytime soon. Hell, I'm not even happy at the moment how can I expect others to be? Right now I just need a hug, this past week or so has worn me down. I feel as if there's nothing else I can say or do for people. Emotionally exhausted, is that possible? i believe it is now, pathetically enough.
I'm crying now.
And once again trying to help someone.
I'm tired.
At the moment I wish everyone could be happy, but that ain't going to happen anytime soon. Hell, I'm not even happy at the moment how can I expect others to be? Right now I just need a hug, this past week or so has worn me down. I feel as if there's nothing else I can say or do for people. Emotionally exhausted, is that possible? i believe it is now, pathetically enough.
I'm crying now.
And once again trying to help someone.
I'm tired.