God damn it, why?
I wish I could have done more to help someone, but I guess I just am fucking pathetic like that. Can't even help myself, why should I be able to help others? Oh well.
yenmi_musho and I sexified the macarena. It's great, that atleast made me smile. We started the original dance but then as we get to our hips swagger it just a little more and then when you touch your hips full on you shake it. Yah, we got bored. Sometimes it's fun just to SEEM sexy anyways. Heh. But yah, it brought a smile to my face.
Tomarrow seeing as
yenmi_musho has Reno's hair cut [full fledge mullet folks! that's dedication! <3] we're styling her hair as Reno's full on, and mine as Cloud's seeing as I have his hair. Can anyone say, YAOI!? Though we will NOT be dressing up. It'll still be fun, because we're kickass like that?
[possibley pictures, yo'!]
I've come to terms with the fact also, that'll have to watch Cherie stroke, cuddle, hug, and try to kiss my boyfriend. I'm just going to walk away, because even though she's just two it angers/depresses me; which is pathetic enough. no need to embarress myself even more by having someone notice. But it kills me a little each time, which utterly disgusts me. I refuse to be jealous, but I am!
Thus I just won't watch?
I win.
"...Even forever doesn't seem like long enough..."
That quote makes me want to cry.
Hah.
Laugh, I know I'm ugh.
yenmi_musho and I sexified the macarena. It's great, that atleast made me smile. We started the original dance but then as we get to our hips swagger it just a little more and then when you touch your hips full on you shake it. Yah, we got bored. Sometimes it's fun just to SEEM sexy anyways. Heh. But yah, it brought a smile to my face.
Tomarrow seeing as
yenmi_musho has Reno's hair cut [full fledge mullet folks! that's dedication! <3] we're styling her hair as Reno's full on, and mine as Cloud's seeing as I have his hair. Can anyone say, YAOI!? Though we will NOT be dressing up. It'll still be fun, because we're kickass like that?
[possibley pictures, yo'!]
I've come to terms with the fact also, that'll have to watch Cherie stroke, cuddle, hug, and try to kiss my boyfriend. I'm just going to walk away, because even though she's just two it angers/depresses me; which is pathetic enough. no need to embarress myself even more by having someone notice. But it kills me a little each time, which utterly disgusts me. I refuse to be jealous, but I am!
Thus I just won't watch?
I win.
"...Even forever doesn't seem like long enough..."
That quote makes me want to cry.
Hah.
Laugh, I know I'm ugh.