Feb 01, 2009 04:43
hi guys i am writing like just perfect. i want to be some one other than me, as per my usual. but i am getting beter. livelier. more like myself. i am happy childlike self. me. me only. i dream, about things. beautiful things pretty things. myself i am, i hope for, something better than everything. lets pray. i mean - ihave fallen as low as i can go. yet people understand me there. i am happy . i am myself for a first time in ahwile. even if i dont know what that is. i just pray. and grasp my limps. please hope, sometimes me., comfortable and is. thats grate.