Mar 06, 2008 01:50
Man it's time i grew up for real... this shit i been doin ain't working no more i goota be one of them nine to fivers i guess... it's fucking retarded. Shit is stupid. I win at life most of the time but facts start to add up to shit i can't do. My confidence is slipping. I see control slipping away with a quickness and i am done. I feel like i am about to break... i got in a fight last week and i didn't even want to throw a punch... I hate that i remember when no one would fuck with me... I miss that shit when i could just distroy a mother fucker and walk away happy now i can't i ain't got no money or time or nothing... But that is all cool i am a grown ass man and imma figure it out.