thoughts and such.

Dec 18, 2005 12:26

I think about weird shit.

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so, on that note, do you think everyone thinks similarily?

I don't mean in accordance with their personal values and experience.

I mean thought in general. is that a scientificly similar process among humans? like, does EVERYONE have their brain work the same way while idle?

I think I go in a sort of word association stream of thought. I don't know where or how I start thinking, but it usually goes to one topic, settles on that for a bit, then picks a related topic and mulls over that for a bit. when I'm in an altered state of mind, it's similar, just that it seems to pull thoughts and emotions from deeper within.

in another line of thought...

I look at people I see at work, on the street. and I wonder, does Fred there ever just allow his thoughts to go somewhere for a while? is he set in his state of mind? or does he try to look at life and learn from it? I just don't know, sometimes. I guess this is all just fake. sometimes, I feel that I'm the only person that's real, and everyone else is playing a part.

yeah, that's wrong. and I know it. I just wonder if other people do the same thing. putting their thoughts and perceptions above someone else's, even when life is just a series of observations.

ex: to me, your car doesn't exist. it's not important because I don't think about it. it's not real because I've never seen it. but it's there, and it's a huge part of your world. so why does it make no impact on mine? how can I ignore a huge part of someone's life? it's important for a reason, right? how can I pass by faceless, emotionless buildings everyday that I ignore, while thousands of people make their living there, likely even as I shake my head at the fact that there is no reason for that building to exist.

I dunno, life seems a little tilted towards self.

I think that's why I try to be friendly. happy. because I want to be a positive part of other's observations during their time here on the planet.

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*sigh*

I don't get me sometimes.

<3
-Kevin

life, life on the realz

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