I dont know

Feb 23, 2005 15:03

Ok this might weird some people out and if it does I'm sorry in advance.
I thought that I had the greatest girl in the world until just recently. Now I am not so sure. This is why.. ever since I can remember, I have never really felt like I "belong" in this body. I have often wondered about a sex change but I have never inquired about procedures or anything, as I grew up I just learned to deal with my sex, but the thought has always been in the back of my mind.
So the other night me and my girl were talking about it and all this other stuff, so I ask her what would she do if I did that. Her response was "Leave". I couldnt do anything but burst into tears, I couldnt believe that the person who said that they love me for me would leave me because I chose to put myself in the body that I would want. I probably still would never go through with it, but thats not the point.
My issue comes from the fact that she wasn't supportive about my thoughts. I am sure that this news would freak anyone out, but its not like I said I was going to do it, I was just wondering. So now I dont know what to do...any suggestions?
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