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Everything that happened wit me yesterday wasn't good at all. I don't know, I went to the knee dr. and all this and one of the guys that worked they said that everything was okay and that I could start playing basketball realllly soon!! I was soo happy it wasn't even funny. Then, when the dr. got in there he was all saying that stuff and then all of a sudden he was like "So...when do u wanna do it?" So yeah, I do have to have surgery and im haveing it next Monday. I just started cryin right there in the office. It really sucked ass, but oh well I guess I will get over it and all that good stuff. Today has been...blah!!! I don't know like at lunch Jennifer won't talk to me or anything at all so I was just like alright whatever and went over and sitt in the hallway infrout of coach fishs room. Heather and Del came over and started talkin to me and Jennifer pasted me like 4 times but she didn't say anything to me. Right whenever the bell rang I went over to her and started talking to her (well I tryed anyways) and she just keeped walking so I was like "just fuck it!" I walked away, Whenever she got into the class room I told her that I was sorry and I didn't mean to say that, that it just came out. And she was all like "no, just fuck it like you said." So I got up and lefted the room and came up to Mrs. Kearns, and set up here. I like wrote her this lil letter or whatever and Jenny gave it to her for me. At the beginning of last block she came up to me in the hallway and told me that she was sorry, but I really don't know . I guess because she wouldn't talk to me or whatever. But the reason she wouldn't talk to me was because of this gurl Brittany, that go's to Sherman High and we are just like really good friends. Jennifer, said she was scared that I was going to start likeing her and dump her or whatever. But I don't know the bell rang and she had to go, so yeah I guess we will talk more about it whenever she gets home.
#13
I Love You BaBy!!!!