broken promises

[gbhippychick]

I can't even put into words what I'm thinking right now. I don't understand, and perhaps that's the problem. People say they're worried, and that I don't see what I'm getting myself into. That's correct, I don't. But I made a promise, and I will die before I break it. I just wish I knew how to help him. I know he has to help himself but it hurts just as much just the same

goddamn keyboard is acting strange i can"t use capital letters or periods it"s stuck on capitals or something
i"m going to bed it"s been that kind of a day