Aug 02, 2007 19:14
ok so i have been at my "big girl" job for over a month now...and boy has my life gotten depressing....really is this what growing up is like b/c if it is i quit....just let me die now while im young!!
nothing really new going on in my life. No love intrest, nada, zip. Some nights i go out, others i stay in. I see people from the zoo thats bout it b/c trying to get to gether with my gammas is hard noone seams to be on the same page, mary and matt are trying to get their house togeother i guess.....i miss people. Its amazing how in one year so much can change and how much people can change. I have come to the conclusion that i will be alone for the rest of my life. I don't know maybe im being like this b/c i don't feel to well and im tired and the past 2 weeks at work have been hell so who knows....maybe i'll just dope myself up big time like i did last night.