you haven't lost me...i'm still here. its just different is all i'm trying to say. between having madison all up on my lungs (meaning no more being around smoke bc i can hardly breathe as it is), and only sleeping b/t 3-5 hours at a time per night (i know that normal humans can live off of this many hours, but not when you have to pee all the time and you're eating just as often...and you're carrying 35 extra pounds around) i'm not a night owl like i used to be. i need sunshine and daytime play dates for mommy...not midnight until whenever the sun shines again. and i won't wait until she's old enough (i still don't think my sister is old enough...i don't know what for but i still feel that way!hehe). she'll have to wait...then you'll explain it to her.haha. and i'm glad to know that the REAL reason you want to be in the delivery room is so that you can sneak out your digital camera to obtain the proof of how aweful i will look and how wonderful Madison will (not that the latter is so bad...)......
....and she will NOT be allowed up past her bedtime...at least not WAY as you like to put it...
....and she will NOT be allowed up past her bedtime...at least not WAY as you like to put it...
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