Jan 01, 2004 22:32
Resolutions and such seem so hard to make this year,
knowing they're not going to be lose 15 lbs, quit smoking, and
see my friends more often.
Resolutions of growing up, raising a well-respected individual, and
starting a new life...
where to begin.
Family and friends with such mixed emotions,
Problems never having true resolve,
Discussions never going to be had...
The future shifted from one side to the other in just a moment,
The dizziness still wearing off.
Questions only to be answered with time,
Strength tested from then until forever,
Security never at a high enough level...
How will I know?
364 days until this time next year.
So much will be different.
So little will be the same.
Can I really do this?
Only my little one knows.
Looks like we'll have to do this together sweetie...
Here's to cheers and jeers guys! I won't be able to do it without you and i never would have made it this far...thanks for a wonderful year and tons of wonderful memories. Lets make this year 10 times better! I love you all.