too much....
yet another sat night is a bust bc my friends hate me...
and needlesstosay...saw the boy who asked for my number out with some chick (regardless of her being "just a friend" or not...still haven't gotten a call)
i just hate wanting to something with nothing to do...
i just hate wanting attention and having no one to give...
i hate having confidence one day out of the month in every aspect of my life...
i hate wanting something from my past that i can't have right now due to distance...
i hate having friends who either don't answer their phones or know how to make phone calls...
i hate never really knowing why i'm always alone...
so, after all this ranting i think i might be able to go to sleep.
and needlesstosay...saw the boy who asked for my number out with some chick (regardless of her being "just a friend" or not...still haven't gotten a call)
i just hate wanting to something with nothing to do...
i just hate wanting attention and having no one to give...
i hate having confidence one day out of the month in every aspect of my life...
i hate wanting something from my past that i can't have right now due to distance...
i hate having friends who either don't answer their phones or know how to make phone calls...
i hate never really knowing why i'm always alone...
so, after all this ranting i think i might be able to go to sleep.