all there is time for is thinking...

[gazingatstars]

how do we define what is going on
definitions so overrated
i care about u so much
but i'm extremely wary now
so much confidence in both myself and this
have been lost because of lack of confidence
from both you and me
i want this to work
but now i don't know where we're going
i'm going to start pulling away
because the fear has now been passed to me
i'm happy with how things are
i'm just tired and exhausted
i think about you every second i have
wishing you were next to me every night
the smell of you still on my pillow
the closest to the real thing
i hope we dont' end up hating each other
i hope you don't end up hating me
i'm a creature of habit, repetition
nothing has changed as of yet
slow and steady is all we have to go on
harder for me every other day
don't lose your confidence anymore
i'm not planning on going anywhere
minor speed bumps in the road
reminders of where we should really be
i'm sure i'll be ok
its the lack of being and the mass amounts of thinking
that have shaken me
hold my hand and show me the way
the way to something beautiful
that i see ahead, so closely ahead
in my future...