so much to say in so little words

[gazingatstars]

thoughts of you spinning through my head
on such a consistant basis
they don't have any other place
other than right in the front of my mind
such a scary thought
at such an early beginning
i pray every night that i'm not alone in this
and that i won't be
the mental attraction i feel gets stronger everyday
driving me crazy because its been so long since the last time
putting the thought of sleeping next to you in my mind
has made it so hard for me to fall asleep every night since;
sleeping next to someone makes sleeping so much better
and nicer
and safer
although mine may not be a queen or a king
the card i hold may be used at anytime
anytime
i have such a strong feeling that this will be so good for us
both together and individually

hold my hand, keep it warm
the winds are blowing strong
you're here to keep me safe
catch me i think i'm falling
into a spiral of emotions
that have been rooted so deeply
i never thought they would return
so close and yet so far
is how its been
its become predictable
not this time
this time things are different
feeling like a little girl
who's never kissed a boy before
is how i feel whenever you hold me
never wanting it to end
you're too good for me
i'll never be good enough
i hope to find a median
where i feel like i deserve
such a wonderful person like you
who has become sweet for me as i have for him

the.way.i.feel.about.you.is.more.than.i.thought.don't.be.afraid.i'll.take.my.time.i.want.you.to.take.your.time.i.want.us.to.be.us.

wearing.sunglasses.at.night.and.underwear.shopping.(or.lack.thereof).and.sass.boots.and.party.poopers.and.wishes.of.falling.asleep.next.to.you.